I thought we had worked it out so that I could wait to return to work until at least January. Now due to a mix up w/ dh's insurance I have to go back to work like now-a few weeks so we'll be covered by my insurance. If I had known that I was going to have to go to work now I would have been preparing myself for it, but it coming as such a shock I am just so upset. I don't have my milk supply built up at all and frankly emotionally I don't feel ready. My body doesn't feel ready either. Anyone else feel this way?
oh and my baby actually came in September fyi.
oh and my baby actually came in September fyi.








It made me feel a lot better. It's tough we tried giving our baby a bottle last night - 2 different types and he didn't want it at all and couldn't quite figure it out. We're going to try a different nipple type that my other kiddos did well with and see how he does with it.