Hey ladies I haven't checked in for awhile. I was doing good on AD for about 2 months but now I feel like I'm back to where I was. This is a hard time of the year anyway for me because I think I suffer from SAD too. I feel so defective and helpless lately. Add the holidays and family issues I feel like I want to just run away. My period ended yesterday. I was miserable the first few days before I started and now I'm just plain depressed. I am going to make myself get on the treadmill today and start eating good. I feel so only. I feel bad for my family. Sometimes my husband drives me crazy for no reason. It's nothing he does its just me My son who is 9 years old caught me just sobbing in my room. How do you explain this to children? I am sooooo over this shit. I want to be normal, I want to have a sound mind and body.
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1/4/10 at 11:42am