Sorry this is kind of a selfish AAM post, but i am hoping you gals have ideas too. X-posted to Specail Needs Parenting board...
I think we can all manifest our destinies, and well as our day to day experience, by following through with rituals and visualizations, even affirmations. For our birth we did a lot of work in this way, and it made the whole experince so much better, but I also think it truley made it possible, It's like doing your homework before a test, or training before a marathon.
But this surgery thing, that I can’t warp my mind around. I don’t know what to visualize. I don’t know how to prepare. I don’t know which runes to write, which rocks have the right healing powers, which books to read, which objects to form meditations on, or which gods to evoke. Or what words to create mantras around. I need help, we need help.
Everyone has offered prayers, energy, healing, and love, and it’s working, she’s gaining weight and is as stable as a baby with her condition can possibly be, even while suffering her first head cold. And for that I am greatful. But I need to do more. My intent is to focus all this energy; to build constructs with it so we can make sure this has the best and most right outcome for her. How? I know there are all talented and knowledgeable people on this borad who may have ideas, help me figure out how. Any suggestion, name it please, tell me what gods, and what rocks, and which books. Concrete objects will help us focus words and ideas into thoughts. How do I manifest health, how do I bless the hands of her caregivers? Lend me your words and share your ideas, because this is bigger in scope than I have experience or understanding for, but I know I need to do it this way.
I think we can all manifest our destinies, and well as our day to day experience, by following through with rituals and visualizations, even affirmations. For our birth we did a lot of work in this way, and it made the whole experince so much better, but I also think it truley made it possible, It's like doing your homework before a test, or training before a marathon.
But this surgery thing, that I can’t warp my mind around. I don’t know what to visualize. I don’t know how to prepare. I don’t know which runes to write, which rocks have the right healing powers, which books to read, which objects to form meditations on, or which gods to evoke. Or what words to create mantras around. I need help, we need help.
Everyone has offered prayers, energy, healing, and love, and it’s working, she’s gaining weight and is as stable as a baby with her condition can possibly be, even while suffering her first head cold. And for that I am greatful. But I need to do more. My intent is to focus all this energy; to build constructs with it so we can make sure this has the best and most right outcome for her. How? I know there are all talented and knowledgeable people on this borad who may have ideas, help me figure out how. Any suggestion, name it please, tell me what gods, and what rocks, and which books. Concrete objects will help us focus words and ideas into thoughts. How do I manifest health, how do I bless the hands of her caregivers? Lend me your words and share your ideas, because this is bigger in scope than I have experience or understanding for, but I know I need to do it this way.
Momma! No advice off the top of my head, but I'll think on it for you!!
