Especially since it was at the same hospital. My niece was born last night via c-section and I've been flooded with memories and anxiety all night. I'm pregnant again and was planning on going back to the same hospital but now there is no way I can walk into that building again.
I thought I was over it. I've had a VBAC since then that was wonderfully healing. But last night I was the same scared, sad mom trying to take care of her first baby and manage the pain at the same time, wondering why I failed.
Do you ever really get over it?
I thought I was over it. I've had a VBAC since then that was wonderfully healing. But last night I was the same scared, sad mom trying to take care of her first baby and manage the pain at the same time, wondering why I failed.
Do you ever really get over it?
