yep. still here. duedate is tomorrow. i seem to have kids that like to compete with who has the longest gestation! (thanks to who wrote that! it made me LAUGH!)
#1- 38w, 6d
#2- 39w,4d
#3- 40w,2d
each one has come 5 days later than the last birth...so all pregnancy i was completely okay and prepared to go to 41 weeks with this one...
until i started having great prelabor signs around 37-38 weeks. signs, that btw, now that i am almost 40 weeks, have completely, totally, and thoroughly STOPPED!

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and this:
First excited, then serious and a little cranky, then REALLY irritable, despairing, and convinced that I don't want to do this anyway. Ha!
YEAH! totally took the words out of my mouth!! SO TRUE!

: I was telling a friend the other day..."so I don't want to be pregnant anymore, but I'm a bit nervous about having a newborn in the house again (I'll have 4 kids under the age of 6, and we homeschool)...and there's not really a middle ground there...well, except labor which i don't want to spend too much time in either!!"
my last labor (my 3rd child, first HB) during descent phase his head was hitting my spinal nerve, sending shooting lighting bolt "shocks" from my tailbone straight up my spine to the back of my skull at the peak of each transition contraction! i was NOT prepared for it! and because it was NERVE pain and not muscle or joint/bone pain like normal labor, there was nothing we could do to combat it...no pressure points, no massage, no counter pressure, NOTHING! I have already told our midwife, If i get those same Nerve shocks again, I am going to need the gas and air during that time because it was a pain i have never ever felt before in my life and unlike anything i can really describe. so yeah, i'm afraid of that happening again...i can take everything else in stride compaired to it. at least this time i will know what it is though. last time i was afraid it was an old epidural injury that maybe had effected my spine and it really, really frightened me. at least this time i can tell myself,"it's only the baby moving down and this doesn't last long...it IS normal and I will be fine."
