hCG levels have dropped

[AutumnBreeze]

They were at 8,769 with my 2nd blood draw 2 weeks ago. Today's number was in the 3,000 range. There was no cardiac activity, and we are waiting on nature to finish her course.

If you guys don't mind, I would like to pop in every now and then.

hey Patchfires, looking for a doula? lol

Anyway, we plan to try again once I have bled and maybe had one cycle after that. I'm not sure howlong I want to wait, or if I do. Or if dh does.

I'll miss you guys, and when your spring blossoms arrive give them an extra kiss from Miss Amanda.

[Ravenmoon]

Oh Amanda i am so sorry :hug Please come and see us as often as you want and let us know how things go.

[LeShea]

I am sooooo sorry to hear this! We had the same due date so I already felt a special spot in my heart for your little one on the way... :crying :crying

I wish you all the best and stay in touch....

[AutumnBreeze]

Thanks Raven, I'd like to live vicariously through ya'll, besides, I have to take like the woman I am, I can't take it 'lying down' so to speak.


LeShea, I know, and our EDD will be hard, but I will pray for your sweet blossom to be born healthy (along with everyone elses of course)

:love

[Quindin]

I am so sorry :hug I have lost 2 pregnancies (3 babies) myself and my heart goes out to you.
May you be and DH be blessed with a new adittion to the family when the time is right to try again.

[kimisaur]

I'm so sorry. I hope things go as smoothly as they can from here on out, and that next time around things work out better. :crying

-Kimberly

[Patchfire]

Oh, sweetie... :hug

Hopefully you'll have a nice big bellyful come March, just waiting a couple more months to be ready. And definitely pop in sometimes!

[SagMom]

:hug I'm so sorry.

[ladyelmo1]

Amanda, I am so so sorry. I pray for you that next time is a keeper!

:crying Melissa

[crayon]

Amanda, I am very sorry for your loss. I hope you do check in- you have after all done all of this before and your advice will always be wanted and welcomed! I hope you find peace and may you be blessed when TTC again! hugs to you and your family.

[TOmomma]

Oh shame. That sucks. I don't know my levels and don't want to know since I don't think I could stand knowing things weren't right and just waiting for the inevitable. Big hugs and I'm sure you'll be nice and round in no time!

[Gale Force]

Hi Amanda. My little one is in God's pocket now too. I've been bleeding for a week, so it may be about over by now. I was at nine weeks and really had no idea how hard this could be physically, much less emotionally. I think we'll try again too. Best of luck to you.

Amanda

[luvmy3boyz]

Amanda and Amanda...I am so sorry for your losses, my thoughts and prayers are with you and your angels.

[lavendermama]

I am so terribly sorry for your losses. Love to you both.

[armonia]

Gale Force and DoulaMommy,

You were 2 of the first people that expressed kind words after my loss a few weeks ago. I am so sorry to read that this has happened to you both.

I am just so sorry.

[Gale Force]

Thank you ladies. It's been about 10 days and I am just about done bleeding and I am feeling much better. That's the funny thing about all of this -- physically I went from tired, hungry, a bit queezy and now I am almost back to my normal self. We will be planting a memorial tree on the west side of our house -- probably a black walnut. It will grow very large and become a big part of our westward view of the Sierra foothills (we also see a bit of the California coastal range from there).

[AutumnBreeze]

Amanda,

what day did you start bleeding? I started bleeding on Wednesday, it's very slow now, almost looks like the final day of any normal period. I'm still VERY tired, although I did have a ton of blood loss, they'll be adding a 2nd blood count to my hCG on Monday, hopefully it's up enough to avoid the transfusion.

How lovley that you've chosen a walnut tree. I am looking for a small angel statue to place in our garden. I'd like to keep her out of the sun so it doesn't crack, but I'll take what I can get.

God bless you,

[welldone]

So sad for both of you. My prayers and thoughts go out to you. I live in daily fear of miscarriage due to on-and-off spotting, but the grace with which you ladies share your stories and support each other is heartening.

[Gale Force]

Amanda -- I'm on day 12 now, started spotting then bleeding on July 27th. I bled for a week, passed the sack on day 5 (the main cramps were on day 2, so that's wierd) and continued to bleed through day 8 or 9 but not very heavily. I've been spotting the last two days, so I think it's about over. I will get my hcg levels checked again sometime next week to make sure they are down. I am pretty confident that it's over, thank goodness. But I realize I have been focusing so much on the physical recovery that I have allowed no time for the emotional recovery.


Thank you Serina. :) Best of luck to you getting through the daily madness.

[AutumnBreeze]

wow! I had another wham bam m/c.My first was cramp to end in about 4 hrs. This time I started bleeding around 11:30 am on Tuesday (today is day 7) and passed the sac around 8 pm, went to the hospital around 1 am, came home by 3, bleeding has been very minimal and I shed some more lining yesterday, my levels are around 70 fromyesterday's check.

[cholderby]

My prayers are with you both! I'm sitting here in my cube at work and my eyes are all teary...

[Finnsma]

Oh Amanda and Amanda! I am so terribly sorry for your losses! :crying :hug I'm sorry for the delay in my post. I've been stuck offline for almost 2 weeks.

Sending you both tons of healing prayers, vibes, thoughts, what have you!

Take care!