Anyone else afraid to test?

[MaryLang]

I have severe phobia about at home pregnancy tests. When I first got married 4 years ago, I had a series of m/c the first couple of months and then nothing until I had dd. All that testing, wondering if its a faint line, strong line, whatever, I just can't test. I didn't test with dd, I just went in a 11 weeks and had an ultrasound. Well, anyways, I have been regular since dd was born, so I had about 5 cycles all about 28 days. And now I am two weeks late, and I know I am pregnant, I have been queezie, tired, emotional. I just know I am, I am always regular, even after my m/c's. I just can't test, but I am so excited. I don't want to jinx anything though. In fact I'm afriad to post here. Oh, and with dd I felt the same way, when I was a week late I knew.

[saharasky]

:hug

I was scared too ... but once I did it (and saw the two lines) it was such a relief.

Now I simply have to remind myself that the rest is out of my hands.

:sticky

[MaryLang]

Thanks, I just tested a few hours ago and it is +!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so excited. I told my family right away. So, I'm due April 5th!!!! Now I'm off to change my login.

[MaryLang]

Opps, I mean sig.