luckylady
01-22-2006, 08:35 AM
***whiney grouchy post warning***
It is so not like to me to be so grouchy and feel so...out of sorts. And yet, I am. I wake up just groggy and unrefreshed and soooooo grumpy. I can't even stand myself anymore.
Pregnancy is NOT good for my body. I forgot how unpleasant it was with my DD and now I remember. For some people it's just wonderful...me, it's not very fun.
I am huge. My back is killing me. My hip hurts something awful - to the point I can't even walk sometimes. My pelvis feels bruised already, like someone kicked me which hurts like hell everytime I get up. I cry about everything. i am hungry ALL the time, I have turned anti-social and can't bear to see people, oh, and to top it off I am the biggest bitch on the planet...I know, wah wah. I hate to whine and complain and i really just try to keep my mouth shut. I wish there was SOMETHING I could do to make myself feel better but nothing helps. Not even exercise. I am simply not myself and feel like an alien has taken over my body. :( Some days ARE better than others but like 80% of the time I feel pretty crappy.
Thanks for letting me cry and vent. Poor DH gets the most of it, for no reason other than these raging hormones.
I just can't wait until this baby is born and I can deal with the PPD (which, judging by how I have felt I WILL have) and then I can enjoy life again. *sigh* only 15 more weeks or so.... :(
It is so not like to me to be so grouchy and feel so...out of sorts. And yet, I am. I wake up just groggy and unrefreshed and soooooo grumpy. I can't even stand myself anymore.
Pregnancy is NOT good for my body. I forgot how unpleasant it was with my DD and now I remember. For some people it's just wonderful...me, it's not very fun.
I am huge. My back is killing me. My hip hurts something awful - to the point I can't even walk sometimes. My pelvis feels bruised already, like someone kicked me which hurts like hell everytime I get up. I cry about everything. i am hungry ALL the time, I have turned anti-social and can't bear to see people, oh, and to top it off I am the biggest bitch on the planet...I know, wah wah. I hate to whine and complain and i really just try to keep my mouth shut. I wish there was SOMETHING I could do to make myself feel better but nothing helps. Not even exercise. I am simply not myself and feel like an alien has taken over my body. :( Some days ARE better than others but like 80% of the time I feel pretty crappy.
Thanks for letting me cry and vent. Poor DH gets the most of it, for no reason other than these raging hormones.
I just can't wait until this baby is born and I can deal with the PPD (which, judging by how I have felt I WILL have) and then I can enjoy life again. *sigh* only 15 more weeks or so.... :(