i miscarried last night

[honeybeedreams]

so, i have been spotting for week now. and then the unthinkable happened early tuesday morning.... i woke up with terrible cramps. i laid in bed with them for about 3 hours and then finally fell asleep. when i got up at 5:30 to go to the bathroom i felt the little body of my baby slide out of me. it was terrible.

i have only been pregnant twice. the first was unexpected... my son. this time we tried for 1.5 years and i finally got pregnant on my birthday, new year's day. but i guess that it was not meant to be.

i am really sad, but glad the fear of the past week is over. that was really terrible too.

so now, here i am posting on a forum i never thought i'd be on.

[pycelan]

:hug How awful for you Mama. :candle

[GearGirl]

I'm so sorry.

[surf mama]

I am so sorry! I can't imagine the fear of spotting and wondering for a week and then to wake up to such a terrible surprise. I am just so sad for you! I know that trying for a long time adds to the pain too. I had been trying for a little over a year and a half too. It is hard to see a baby go that was wanted and wished for for so long. I wish you and your family a lot support and healing thru this time. Please come back here and process and ask for help as often as you need to.

[coralsmom]

sian ka'an,
i am so sorry you are going through this. i had a m/c 6 weeks ago, and one of the things i remember thinking is 'i can't believe women have to go through this pain'. i meant emotional pain. it is so hard to say goodbye so soon.
i also had a week of spotting before we found out that our much loved and wanted baby had died.
it is a terrible thing that you are posting on this forum, but this forum is filled with women who are walking the same road as you, and we are all learning to grieve and to cry and to gain strength in eachother's company. for this it is a very special place to be, and i hope you can find support here.
love, coralsmom

[BethanyB]

:hug :hug :hug

[taradt]

:hug Mama

tara

[newcastlemama]

I lost my baby yesterday also. This is so hard and I am so sorry that you have to experience such a great loss. You are in our prayers. :grouphug

:candle to our babies :candle

Jennifer

[Lucky Charm]

The sun will shine again, I promise.

I am so very sorry.

:hug