Missing Grant - 5 months now

[Barcino]

Today It is five months since I lost my son a week after birth. It is hitting me reallyl hard this afternoon.

I wanted to write this and share it with you since you know what it is like:

Dear Grant,

I miss you my sweet baby! I know you are happy and enjoying heaven with granma and granpa but we miss you terribly at home and can't wait to see you again someday!

I am trying to live my life happily for you but it sure is hard when my arms are empty! I am going to put more effort though so you can be really proud of me!

We all love you sweet Grant!

[Summerland]

:hug

[Patti Ann]

Hugs to you mama! I'm sure Grant is so proud of you.

Peace and love,

Patti

[EVC]

For your little one :candle

[Kaitnbugsmom]

:hugs:

[taradt]

:hug Mama

thanks for sharing

tara

[coralsmom]

barcino,
as the days go by away from their births, it can feel so difficult. but nothing can change what a loving and caring mother you are to grant. you will always be his mother. i am approaching the 12 month mark, and i hate to say that each month was just as hard, in different ways. it's never going to be easy being without our babies.

i hope you are as well as can be, barcino. i think about you, and grant, often.:hug

[GearGirl]

I'm sorry for your loss.

[BethanyB]

Barcino, I have been thinking about you lately. I remembered that you lost little Grant just before I lost my Quinn. Five months seems extra difficult for some reason. I am really missing Quinn right now, too. Hang in there. You are in my thoughts.:heartbeat :hug

[dziejen]

Barcino,
I am just coming up on the 5 month mark too. You are in my thoughts often. I too am trying to live my life as happily as possible but it can hit really hard how much this hurts sometimes. You are not alone :Hug

:candle Grant

[Barcino]

Thank you so much ladies! Feeling better - but noticing that the 4-5 month mark is really hard like others had told me - ugh! Thank goodness for all the support here and in my local support group. www.mend.org