its_our_family
03-11-2003, 12:33 PM
i don't know what has changed this week. I'm not sure if it me finally realizing my joy in being a mother and a wife. I've been married for 2 yrs now and I'm just now starting to feel like a wife.....
I've never felt so clear headed...at least not in a long time. I'm finding joy in everything....cleaning the bathroom even! I knew I was feeling better cause last night I took a shower and went to bed nice and clean! I know that sounds like a "duh" thing but it made me feel human!
maybe it is ds sleeping in his own bed in his own room.....but I don't think so. i think, for some reason, I've suddenly found joy!
I'm certain my problem has been mild ppd (last week I even started having anxiety attacks :eek). Is it possible to just wake and feel better?
I've never felt so clear headed...at least not in a long time. I'm finding joy in everything....cleaning the bathroom even! I knew I was feeling better cause last night I took a shower and went to bed nice and clean! I know that sounds like a "duh" thing but it made me feel human!
maybe it is ds sleeping in his own bed in his own room.....but I don't think so. i think, for some reason, I've suddenly found joy!
I'm certain my problem has been mild ppd (last week I even started having anxiety attacks :eek). Is it possible to just wake and feel better?