mamamoo
03-27-2003, 11:42 AM
I haven't been over here in a while, not sure why exactly. I wanted to let you all know that I started on Zoloft last month, and am feeling a little better. It seems like the REALLY down days are not quite as down. I went to the dr. yesturday and he upped the dose to 50mg. I'm hoping to be able to stay on a low dose.
I'm really frusterated. Mostly becaus eI can see the way I want to be in my head...I can picture a clean house, dinner on the table every night, my work is caught up and not such a struggle, I play with my kids, eat well go for a walk everyday. I know in a way some of those things will help me to feel better too. I just get so overwhelmed, then I can't do anything. My husband is moved out, and seems to be having much more fun being a roomate with friends(he even takes turns doing dishes there) than being a part of our family.
I am in weekly counseling and trying to work through the resentment I feel(only at hubby, not kids), man it's hard!!
Things are on the way to looking up. Just thought I'd let you know. I sort of dropped off the ppd board. You can always find me in diapering though!!
:D
I'm really frusterated. Mostly becaus eI can see the way I want to be in my head...I can picture a clean house, dinner on the table every night, my work is caught up and not such a struggle, I play with my kids, eat well go for a walk everyday. I know in a way some of those things will help me to feel better too. I just get so overwhelmed, then I can't do anything. My husband is moved out, and seems to be having much more fun being a roomate with friends(he even takes turns doing dishes there) than being a part of our family.
I am in weekly counseling and trying to work through the resentment I feel(only at hubby, not kids), man it's hard!!
Things are on the way to looking up. Just thought I'd let you know. I sort of dropped off the ppd board. You can always find me in diapering though!!
:D