HoneyNBenNKids
03-04-2007, 05:41 PM
I did energy work today called Healing Touch...it was amazing!!! I highly recommend it! It was just SWEET!!!!!
Anyways, I asked the ladies, (know one, didn't know the other), and she said that baby on the left, ( Big L ) is a HUGE ball of energy and has definitly made the decision to stay. Baby on the right (Little R) is about a grapefruit ball of energy and hasn't made the decision to stay yet.
Of course, after 9 loses, I want both and so I've been talking with them. Big L is my squeaky wheel and I've been talking more to her...but Little R...he's quite and I was talking with him on the way home. I think we're ok now. He was telling me what he needed. He needed more time with Dad and was really worried how I'd handle 2 babies with all the work Ben does.
Luckily, we found out this week that Ben got the promotion and he starts 1st shift on Monday. So, we'll have a more 'normal' life. He'll be able to do stuff with the kids more activity wise and I'll have some time with the babies and myself. So, I think everything is working out with that. We have the scan tomorrow, but, I don't know if I want to do it now. I know now...I have peace. I know they're there and I know there's nothing wrong. I'm fully connected for the first time with them.
Ahhh...I can't wait. My little bundle is amazing and I can't wait to hold them...to nurse them....to smell them. :lol I'm just so excited.
Oh, and she also did some 'work' on me. I knew I was afraid...but, wow...I had no idea I was holding that much fear. I could feel the lbs. of fear coming off of me. My heart felt lite...with room to grow and expand. It wasn't caged and held by all that fear and it was amazing.
I HIGHLY recommend Healing Touch for babies and pregnant moms, and those who are pregnant after suffering from a lose. It's so amazing. I got up feeling llike I'd had a massage I was so relaxed and they didn't massage me! ;)
It's awesome and we've 2 babes!!!!!
Honey
Anyways, I asked the ladies, (know one, didn't know the other), and she said that baby on the left, ( Big L ) is a HUGE ball of energy and has definitly made the decision to stay. Baby on the right (Little R) is about a grapefruit ball of energy and hasn't made the decision to stay yet.
Of course, after 9 loses, I want both and so I've been talking with them. Big L is my squeaky wheel and I've been talking more to her...but Little R...he's quite and I was talking with him on the way home. I think we're ok now. He was telling me what he needed. He needed more time with Dad and was really worried how I'd handle 2 babies with all the work Ben does.
Luckily, we found out this week that Ben got the promotion and he starts 1st shift on Monday. So, we'll have a more 'normal' life. He'll be able to do stuff with the kids more activity wise and I'll have some time with the babies and myself. So, I think everything is working out with that. We have the scan tomorrow, but, I don't know if I want to do it now. I know now...I have peace. I know they're there and I know there's nothing wrong. I'm fully connected for the first time with them.
Ahhh...I can't wait. My little bundle is amazing and I can't wait to hold them...to nurse them....to smell them. :lol I'm just so excited.
Oh, and she also did some 'work' on me. I knew I was afraid...but, wow...I had no idea I was holding that much fear. I could feel the lbs. of fear coming off of me. My heart felt lite...with room to grow and expand. It wasn't caged and held by all that fear and it was amazing.
I HIGHLY recommend Healing Touch for babies and pregnant moms, and those who are pregnant after suffering from a lose. It's so amazing. I got up feeling llike I'd had a massage I was so relaxed and they didn't massage me! ;)
It's awesome and we've 2 babes!!!!!
Honey