SunnyKat
01-07-2008, 10:38 PM
Today has been the absolute worst day. First, I have a headache for muscle tension in my neck and there is nothing I can take for it. I know I could take Tylolnol (or however it's spelled) but that doesn't work on me. I really don't want to put something in my body right now that isn't going to work.
Then I had a near meltdown at work over nothing. I was trying to clean up after lunch and the phone rang with some woman who didn't understand that she had the worst cell phone connection. I could hear like half of every other word she said. "Can...To...Die...tine?" It's kind of rude to say "Say What?" so I tried to tell her she was winking out. She got angry and starting yelling at me. I managed to get half my boss's name so I told her to hang on. Then a huge delivery arrived and it was a brand new driver. I went searching for my boss and he was suddenly AWOL (as usual during clean up) then the delivery man went AWOL. Now normally I try to not find people to bug me but for some reason I was near tears because I couldn't find my boss. Then I went back to phone and the chick is still yelling at me so I tried to transfer her but she got lost in the abyss.
My boss and the delivery guy showed up together like 20 minutes later.
I realized I was being totally irrational and emotional.
Then my brain kind of turned to fog. The day really difficult because I couldn't seem to think clearly. Nothing went smooth. I felt like I was tweeking on drugs and the headache was making it worse. When I called my husband to come pick me up I was trying to ask him if he rented his TV show. I could see the word Deadwood in my head but for the life of me I couldn't get it out. I kept wanting to say Goodnight instead. It was like I had to slap myself to get the word out. I felt like I was having a flipping stroke or something. I know it's not blood sugar because I've been eating lots of fruits, veggies, and organic meat.
Then I get home and opt to take a shower before I bestow my lovely mood on my husband. When I took off my shirt I noticed all my veins are sticking out. I look like I've had my blood cut off to get blood drawn.
I feel like my body is becoming an alien.
Then I had a near meltdown at work over nothing. I was trying to clean up after lunch and the phone rang with some woman who didn't understand that she had the worst cell phone connection. I could hear like half of every other word she said. "Can...To...Die...tine?" It's kind of rude to say "Say What?" so I tried to tell her she was winking out. She got angry and starting yelling at me. I managed to get half my boss's name so I told her to hang on. Then a huge delivery arrived and it was a brand new driver. I went searching for my boss and he was suddenly AWOL (as usual during clean up) then the delivery man went AWOL. Now normally I try to not find people to bug me but for some reason I was near tears because I couldn't find my boss. Then I went back to phone and the chick is still yelling at me so I tried to transfer her but she got lost in the abyss.
My boss and the delivery guy showed up together like 20 minutes later.
I realized I was being totally irrational and emotional.
Then my brain kind of turned to fog. The day really difficult because I couldn't seem to think clearly. Nothing went smooth. I felt like I was tweeking on drugs and the headache was making it worse. When I called my husband to come pick me up I was trying to ask him if he rented his TV show. I could see the word Deadwood in my head but for the life of me I couldn't get it out. I kept wanting to say Goodnight instead. It was like I had to slap myself to get the word out. I felt like I was having a flipping stroke or something. I know it's not blood sugar because I've been eating lots of fruits, veggies, and organic meat.
Then I get home and opt to take a shower before I bestow my lovely mood on my husband. When I took off my shirt I noticed all my veins are sticking out. I look like I've had my blood cut off to get blood drawn.
I feel like my body is becoming an alien.