Weird Dreams & Crazy Emotions!!!

[Chic_Mama]

Okay, so two night ago I had two- yes, count 'em 2- dreams about being pregnant!!! The first one I was in labor and all of these people who I haven't seen in years were playing huge roles in my birth- it was crazy! Then My son woke me up but when I went back to sleep I had another dream about being pregnant and taking Yoga and having meetings with my doula!

Then today my DH kind of snapped at me about something (he apologized, but that isn't the point!) and out of nowhere I started sobbing- I mean alligator tears and the works! I was going "What in the world am I doing!??" That is not my usual reaction to an argument and I normally feel pretty in control of my hormones, but man, I lost it!!

I am really trying not to read into it though- AF is supposed to show up tomorrow or Monday and I am totally expecting her. I have gotten my hopes up for too many months now and I just can't do it any more. Plus, DH was sick when I was ovulating so we hardly BDed- the chances are not in my favor here!

Anyhow, is anyone else having crazy dreams or emotions?

[Amydoula]

I was bawling my eyes out this morning too! I think its b/c I have AF. The hormones and just the fact that I'm already freaking out about my due date coming up in 2 months. I get really bad anticipation anxiety and its starting....

[BlissfullyLoving]

I was bawling my eyes out this morning too! I think its b/c I have AF. The hormones and just the fact that I'm already freaking out about my due date coming up in 2 months. I get really bad anticipation anxiety and its starting....
This sounds like me. AF ended, but otherwise it is the same. I was at a graduation yesterday, and I was very emotional (unlike me). Last night I was emotional. I got into a bad place.

There is a lot going on. Someone I know had a miscarriage a few weeks ago. A friend ran into her husband on Thursday, and the husband told him that the wife was doing good and almost over it. He said she would get over it soon, and they all know it was for the best. What?

I am also a few months from my due date...also approaching the year mark that we have been trying. I started trying around the same time as many of my friends. They just gave birth or are due within the next few months. There are a lot of reminders around.

One of my friend's came over on Friday with her newborn (2.5 weeks). DS loves him, and was just enamored with him. It is lovely and incredibly sad.

I also have pregnancy dreams all the time. I have dreams about getting a bfp too. Some days I wake up feeling optimistic from all the dreams, and other days in contributes to insomnia. I do not even want to go to sleep because the dream will end, and I will not have my baby.

I have one dream that still haunts me. I had it the night before I found I was pregnant with the baby I lost. In the dream a woman came up to me on the street and told me I was pregnant. I looked at her and smiled (suspecting that I was pregnant, but unsure of it). She said it again, saying I was very early, and I knew she was right. I was elated. Then she said that the baby was not going to stay with me. I was overcome with sadness. I kept asking her to repeat what she said, and each time she did calmly. She kept saying that the baby was not going to stay. Then she said, "and it is going to take two years". I was hysterically crying by then, and I kept asking her why she was telling me this...Why was she doing this. She just stood there very calm and peaceful.

I am not sure if the two years is metaphorical or literal. I know that having a belief that it will take two years will make it come true. I do not want to wait two years. I do not want ds to have wait so long for a sibling. I do know that everything else in the dream came true, and I have a hard time believing it was just a dream.

[Amydoula]

This sounds like me. AF ended, but otherwise it is the same. I was at a graduation yesterday, and I was very emotional (unlike me). Last night I was emotional. I got into a bad place.

There is a lot going on. Someone I know had a miscarriage a few weeks ago. A friend ran into her husband on Thursday, and the husband told him that the wife was doing good and almost over it. He said she would get over it soon, and they all know it was for the best. What?

I am also a few months from my due date...also approaching the year mark that we have been trying. I started trying around the same time as many of my friends. They just gave birth or are due within the next few months. There are a lot of reminders around.

One of my friend's came over on Friday with her newborn (2.5 weeks). DS loves him, and was just enamored with him. It is lovely and incredibly sad.

I also have pregnancy dreams all the time. I have dreams about getting a bfp too. Some days I wake up feeling optimistic from all the dreams, and other days in contributes to insomnia. I do not even want to go to sleep because the dream will end, and I will not have my baby.

I have one dream that still haunts me. I had it the night before I found I was pregnant with the baby I lost. In the dream a woman came up to me on the street and told me I was pregnant. I looked at her and smiled (suspecting that I was pregnant, but unsure of it). She said it again, saying I was very early, and I knew she was right. I was elated. Then she said that the baby was not going to stay with me. I was overcome with sadness. I kept asking her to repeat what she said, and each time she did calmly. She kept saying that the baby was not going to stay. Then she said, "and it is going to take two years". I was hysterically crying by then, and I kept asking her why she was telling me this...Why was she doing this. She just stood there very calm and peaceful.

I am not sure if the two years is metaphorical or literal. I know that having a belief that it will take two years will make it come true. I do not want to wait two years. I do not want ds to have wait so long for a sibling. I do know that everything else in the dream came true, and I have a hard time believing it was just a dream.

Wow that is a very powerful dream. :Hug

[nalusj]

BlissfullyLoving-
I've been thinking a lot about your dream and how to interpret it. There's not a chance I can help you with understanding the dream itself, as it is deeply personal and intuitive. BUT, I do believe there is a lot to be said towards manifesting positive realities. I recently had a miscarriage at 10 weeks. For the entire time of the pregnancy I was fearful of miscarriage. I was hesitant to share our news in case of miscarriage. It's not like I embraced the negative thoughts but they were kinda always there. Anyway, in retrospect, I think there was a part of me that knew things weren't right. I also plan on putting positivity, meditation, and mantra towards a healthy baby in the future. I don't see any good in fearing the "2 year mark" so that you can feel okay about having a healthy pregnancy. Our fears come out in dreamland as raw parts of ourselves. Put your thoughts and believes towards a healthy pregnancy and I would bet you would start to have different sorts of dreams. ????

[BlissfullyLoving]

BlissfullyLoving-
I've been thinking a lot about your dream and how to interpret it. There's not a chance I can help you with understanding the dream itself, as it is deeply personal and intuitive. BUT, I do believe there is a lot to be said towards manifesting positive realities. I recently had a miscarriage at 10 weeks. For the entire time of the pregnancy I was fearful of miscarriage. I was hesitant to share our news in case of miscarriage. It's not like I embraced the negative thoughts but they were kinda always there. Anyway, in retrospect, I think there was a part of me that knew things weren't right. I also plan on putting positivity, meditation, and mantra towards a healthy baby in the future. I don't see any good in fearing the "2 year mark" so that you can feel okay about having a healthy pregnancy. Our fears come out in dreamland as raw parts of ourselves. Put your thoughts and believes towards a healthy pregnancy and I would bet you would start to have different sorts of dreams. ???? I agree. I did not let that dream effect my pregnancy last time, but after the miscarriage I could not get it out of my mind. I try not to invest into it, but it is hard. I have done eft on the fears, but it sits there in the back of my mind. I am working on it.

[nalusj]

"I agree. I did not let that dream effect my pregnancy last time, but after the miscarriage I could not get it out of my mind. I try not to invest into it, but it is hard. I have done eft on the fears, but it sits there in the back of my mind. I am working on it."

I hear you. How do you keep it out of the brain when m/c is such a recent, raw, individual, and sad experience?! The way I look at it, worrying about m/c sure didn't get me anywhere with my last pregnancy. Good luck with everything. I'm right there with you.

[zech13_9_goforgold]

I have lots of dreams about babies. Usually, people give me their babies. Or I "inherit" the babies. Sometimes the babies aren't even my same race. My DH calls them my "adoption" dreams. Don't know what they mean exactly.

I got through periods of being really emotional, especally around my due dates and death dates. Or anytime I find out that someone I know is preg.