Hormones are just not OK today

[Sophiasmomma]

:(
I have been really trying hard to stay positive be happy roll with the punches. But today my hormones are all over the place.
I cant help but cry about the baby we lost and feel sorry for myself. WE TTC this cycle and I think AF is coming so Im sure this has alot to do with it.
I also have this strong emotion to say "forget getting pregnant again" since Im too afraid I will Miscarry again even though I REALLY want another baby
I hope this is all normal as my feelings for my lost baby are getting worse not better.. Time isnt healing any wounds right now:(

[arwenevenstar]

Aw mama, I am so sorry for your loss. I understand your grief. I lost my baby in March this year and now am struggling to get pregnant again. I also think part of it is fear, part is stress (we are trying to sell our house) and part of it is time, I am scared we'll fall, I may lose it again and then it might be another 6 months, by then my dh will be over 40.

Try to be gentle with yourself and a mama once said to me that you have to focus on the fact you WILL hold a baby in your arms again you just have to hang onto that fact.

:hug

[Sophiasmomma]

Aw mama, I am so sorry for your loss. I understand your grief. I lost my baby in March this year and now am struggling to get pregnant again. I also think part of it is fear, part is stress (we are trying to sell our house) and part of it is time, I am scared we'll fall, I may lose it again and then it might be another 6 months, by then my dh will be over 40.



you seriously could have writtien anothe rpost for me!
My DH is going to be 40 in Dec and I def want to be pregnant by then (In fear he will change his mind)
we are selling our house right now too
I am stressed and afraid I will lose the next baby too

[arwenevenstar]

you seriously could have writtien anothe rpost for me!
My DH is going to be 40 in Dec and I def want to be pregnant by then (In fear he will change his mind)
we are selling our house right now too
I am stressed and afraid I will lose the next baby too

Oh that would almost be funny if it wasn't sad too. My dh is also 40 in Dec and I also feel he might change his mind!!

There is nothing we can do right now. I am kinda ruling out 2008 as a good year right now and clinging to the hope that 2009 brings some better fortune!

Sending you a hug for everything!

[Sophiasmomma]

wow!

and we still havent sold our house:(
Just alot on our shoulders.
I thought this was Our yr having a baby buying a new house and now it looks like none of this is going to happen

HUGs to you