I have a five year old son who has suffered a lot due to repeated ear infections between the ages 6 mos and 1.5 yrs (he had to take a lot of antibiotics) and then several wheezing episodes between 2 and ongoing. He has had many severe attacks of wheezing and had to be put on steroids many times. He has thankfully been free of any major attack the last 1.5 yrs. I have in the last 2-3 yrs made a lot of transformation and now I buy >95% only organic produce, never use any chemical cleaners, etc. I am now expecting my second child coming June.
I need help with the foll:
1. Whenever I see my son, I am constantly reminded of the antibiotics I consumed during my pregnancy with him and all the harsh medicines Ihave made him take. I want to somehow de-toxify his tender body of all those chemicals. Can someone who has had similar experience tell me how?
2. I am also consumed with so much of guilt now with my second pregnancy. I am now eating organic foods, trying to have a homebirth after my c-section with my son, thinking of using only cloth diapers on the new child and ofcourse trying to stay away from conventional medicines. None of these I did for my first child. Has anyone experienced such a feeling?
Would appreciate any feedback. Thanks.