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Feeling seriously happy with this moment right now and also knowing that things change, often quickly- so just enjoying this moment while I have it!!
Today I am super grateful because:
-last night we moved into a new home after living in a few different awful places, and I love the new home!! (so far!! after past experiences still cautious but hopeful)
- had carpets cleaned (with non toxic mild soap that I gave them) this morning and they look and smell great
-had internet phone and cable installed today
-house is super close to my MIL who is soemone 18 month old ds feels safe with- put ds for a nap at MIL's house about an hour ago and she is there with him- a 3 minute drive away!- and I am here- in a clean house! alone! drinking coffee!! pumping breastmilk without ds pulling at the machine! In my own house- clean and new- sigh of joy! Good moment right now after a super long journey of mess and bad living situations and exhaustion and chaos- a moment of rest here.
also- finally started a weekly yoga class last week- only my third yoga class since ds being born!!!
*that I am taking time to do nothing. It's been so long since I had some time for myself.
*that DD is coming home early.
*that we will likely be getting our car fixed soon.
*that DD was able to go to horse riding this week.
*for our warm, loving home.
*that all of our needs are met.