I feel guilty that I spend so much time on the computer...these days, even when she's awake. It's an addiction.
I feel guilty that she is only 8 months old and already I am developing lazy mama habits. I am not the ideal mama that I wanted to be, that I spent so much time preparing to be.
I feel guilty that our place is a mess, including her playroom, that I wanted to be a sanctuary. It is disorganized and messy and not even childproofed (she will be mobile soon).
I feel guilty that sometimes I kind of tune out at the end of the day or when I'm really stressed, or when I haven't been able to get her down for a nap. Anxious, frustrated thoughts go through my head. I am not as sensitive to her as I should be.
I feel guilty that I haven't done so many enriching things that I planned on doing - baby sign, taking her out into nature a lot, gymboree, at least a playdate. We spend a lot of time inside which is a travesty given that we live in a warm and sunny place.
I feel guilty that I lean on DH so much to help me with DD.
I feel guilty that I complain - ever. Any complaint is too much, because I have everything I need and the most beautiful gift in the world, sweet DD. But yet I complain! A lot.
I feel guilty that I don't take care of myself, that I don't set a good example for her. I ate McDonald's today right in front of her. I sit on my fat a$$ all day, sometimes.
I feel guilty that I use an angry, peevish voice with her father when I am annoyed with him, which is all too often, and all too often over stupid things.
I feel guilty that I swear around her. That I have yelled around her (but not at her).
I feel guilty for a lot of other things too but I think I've covered a lot of guilty bases.
*sigh, time to go check out that other thread*