I have lots of New Years resolutions. But number #1 on my list is getting right with God. I was raised in the church, so I believe I have good fondation. I really need to grow my relationship with God. Here are my problems/concerns
1. I attend a wonderful BIG church, but no consistantly. I've been there for 2 years and never joined.
2.I can't find my bible. That makes 2 lost in 1 year. Bibles are expensive, and I can't understand them well if they aren't NIV. I definately can't afford another one. I found a bible I bought my husband, but it has water damage and 1/2 of it fell out.
3. I started reading Power of a Praying Woman
in hopes to motivate me and help my prayer life.
4. I am trying to acknowledge my sins, and call on God when I am weak. Callling on Him when I am angry is especially hard, but I really am trying. DS has ADHD, so my days are very fustrating sometimes.
So I am trying to pray, and attend church more, and read and call out to Him constantly. WHY, WHY is it that things always seem more difficult as soon as I try to grow in God? Yesterday I started Power of a Praying Woman, and had one of the worst days with my kids! Everything was going wrong yesterday! I know Satan is trying to mislead me, and I have to be strong.Any words of encouragement and prayers would be greatly appriciated!
Thanks for listening, rambling over...........