I really feel for you!!!
If I lived closer I would be more than willing to help out!!! I can "kind" of relate to what you are going thru.
When our twins (they were adopted) were 3 months old I found out I was 4 months pregnant. Boy did I panic!!!! I did a LOT of praying that I wasn't pregnant with twins. Thankfully god was listening because I seriously don't think I could have handled two more babies. I wasn't the slightest bit happy about being pregnant. In fact I was VERY upset I was pregnant not to mention extremely scared.
My oldest was 22 yo and living on her own and here I was with not one, not two, but THREE babies to take care of. It was overwhelming to say the least!!!
All the anger and fear disappeared the minute Caitlyn was born.
The twins were were 8 months old when she was born. Things were kind of insane for a while.
If it wasn't for all the help I had I would never have made it through.
Now that the youngest is almost 22 months and the twins are 30 months, life is much, much easier. I am so enjoying them right now. This has been my favorite age!!! There were many days the past 2 1/2 years where I wanted to pack my stuff and run away, but I was afraid they would just come after me