I hate working. I mean really, really hate it. Currently, I provide home daycare services out of my home. It's not the children or the actual job I hate. It's just "working". There are no dream jobs that have interest to me. I just don't want to work - period. I want to wake up every morning and have my coffee and shower and just spend time with my own kids....all day long.
Before I had kids I worked in a field that I loved. I didn't mind working. Granted, if I had won the lottery I would not have worked but you know, I didn't hate it or anything. I was just work and I liked it.
I can not think of a single job or career I would enjoy looking forward to every day. Maybe I'm lazy, I don't know.
I don't "think" I'm lazy (but then who does!!
). I keep the house very tidy and clean. I do household chores like laundry and cleaning every day. I am basically a SAHM who does it all plus runs a daycare. So, no, I don't think I am lazy in that respect.
When I had my first child I quit work and was off until just after my second was born. So, I was out of the work world for about 3.5 years and honestly, in retrospect they were the most GLORIOUS years of my adult life. But, financially I had to have an income when I started up my daycare five years ago. Now I could quit if I really, really needed to.
But I do feel lazy in the work world. I just don't want to work. Hubby is the same way. He is self employed. He also likes his career of his choosing. But he would much rather be home all day with us. I guess we just like to play all day. KWIM?
We could get by on just his income but then I feel guilty making him work all the hours while I hang out. I also don't want to just "get by". KWIM? Right now we both work less than FT hours so we can both enjoy the best of both worlds.
In a few months I am going to PT instead of the FT care I provide now. I will work Mon-Wed.
Ugh...I know I'm rambling. I'm just hoping to get it out so I can process and maybe get some advice at the same time.
Before I had kids I worked in a field that I loved. I didn't mind working. Granted, if I had won the lottery I would not have worked but you know, I didn't hate it or anything. I was just work and I liked it.
I can not think of a single job or career I would enjoy looking forward to every day. Maybe I'm lazy, I don't know.
I don't "think" I'm lazy (but then who does!!
When I had my first child I quit work and was off until just after my second was born. So, I was out of the work world for about 3.5 years and honestly, in retrospect they were the most GLORIOUS years of my adult life. But, financially I had to have an income when I started up my daycare five years ago. Now I could quit if I really, really needed to.
But I do feel lazy in the work world. I just don't want to work. Hubby is the same way. He is self employed. He also likes his career of his choosing. But he would much rather be home all day with us. I guess we just like to play all day. KWIM?
We could get by on just his income but then I feel guilty making him work all the hours while I hang out. I also don't want to just "get by". KWIM? Right now we both work less than FT hours so we can both enjoy the best of both worlds.
In a few months I am going to PT instead of the FT care I provide now. I will work Mon-Wed.
Ugh...I know I'm rambling. I'm just hoping to get it out so I can process and maybe get some advice at the same time.