i have to start back to work tommorrow and at least it's only for 4 hrs, but on fri and sat it back to 12hr shifts.
i like my job ( RN in a neonatal unit) so i'm surrounded by babies!
i don't enjoy that the little ones are sick or preterm, i do enjoy helping them grow teaching parents etc.
my little Ella just is having such a hard time taking a bottle.
she gets so frustrated and mad at whoever is feeding her
i feel like it's my fault, before my milk came fully in i would supplement and she took it great, then my milk came in and she was latching on great so she would maybe get some expressed bm in a bottle from daddy once a week , then i went 3 weeks without a bottle and now she's just plain mad if it's not me.
i enjoy breast feeding her so much, but i hate to see her struggle, i'll be pumping at work so she won't get formula
i guess i just wish i could take her to work with me or stay home forever with a paycheck!
thank you for listening, i just needed to vent and get some feelings off my chest