well tuesday (12-14-04) is my anniversary and i'm alone. i don't know why its hitting me now at 11:30 at night, but i'm really sad. let me explain. my dh is in the USAF and has been deployed since september 11 of this year. i have been single parenting my dd who is now 5 mos. old for quite some time now. everything has been going well as far as the holidays b/c i'm staying with my mom for now, but you can't celebrate an anniversary with anyone but your spouse. so i'm stuck with treating myself to a dinner and cuddling to sleep with myself this year. sorry for the pity party but i really am in need of some serious support! i think its just getting to that point where i'm sick of being alone, but there's nothing i can do about it. thanks mamas.