I suspect I am about to lose this baby. We conceived via FET and so have serial early betas done. My 2nd one (drawn last friday at 5 weeks) had dropped instead of gone up. I'm still on my progesterone and will get tested again on this coming friday but I just took a HPT this evening and it's much fainter positive than it was a week ago. I feel very very sad. I have never had a miscarriage before. I really honestly thought that this cycle was going to be it. I dreamed that I was pregnant while prepping for the cycle, just before my 2 precious embryos were placed back in me. I feel at a loss. I don't want to give up on any faint hope and I'm trying to wrap that LO inside me in lots of love but I feel so sad.
Any prayers that this is all a bad dream and things will miraculously turn out by friday are much appreciated.
I wish all of you all the very best in your pregnancies and births and I hope that I get to join you soon.
My thoughts are with you. I hope that those numbers are just a fluke. Let us know, okay?
Keeping you in my prayers. Please let us know how it turns out on Friday. Many hugs!
~Iris~ Catholic mama to DD1 11/15/05 * DD2 04/28/08 * 06/23/2010 * and our little rainbow DS 10/07/11
Thank you all for the hugs and prayers. It means a lot to me. Unfortunately, I'm miscarrying. Had a blood test this morning and my Hcg is at zero already so I've stopped the progesterone and I should start bleeding soon hopefully. I'm grieving a lot.
I wish all of you very peaceful pregnancies and births.
Oh, I'm so sorry. I hope you find peace when you get out on the other side of grieving.
So sorry ... take good care.
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