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#1 of 27 Old 02-28-2011, 07:23 PM - Thread Starter
 
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I suspect I am about to lose this baby. We conceived via FET and so have serial early betas done. My 2nd one (drawn last friday at 5 weeks) had dropped instead of gone up. I'm still on my progesterone and will get tested again on this coming friday but I just took a HPT this evening and it's much fainter positive than it was a week ago. I feel very very sad. I have never had a miscarriage before. I really honestly thought that this cycle was going to be it. I dreamed that I was pregnant while prepping for the cycle, just before my 2 precious embryos were placed back in me. I feel at a loss. I don't want to give up on any faint hope and I'm trying to wrap that LO inside me in lots of love but I feel so sad.

 

Any prayers that this is all a bad dream and things will miraculously turn out by friday are much appreciated.

 

I wish all of you all the very best in your pregnancies and births and I hope that I get to join you soon.

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Oh, Mama!!!! ((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))) to you! You and baby will be in my prayers!!

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My thoughts are with you.  I hope that those numbers are just a fluke.  Let us know, okay?


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Best wishes to you!


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hug.gif My prayers are with you!


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You can count on my prayers.  I hope all turns out to be well!  hug.gif


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Keeping you in my prayers. Please  let us know how it turns out on Friday. Many hugs!


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My thoughts are with you, mama. blowkiss.gif


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Sending you lots of love and light, hoping for the best for you, mama.


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Prayers for you and your sweet babe, mama!

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Lots of prayers.


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Thank you all for the hugs and prayers. It means a lot to me. Unfortunately, I'm miscarrying. Had a blood test this morning and my Hcg is at zero already so I've stopped the progesterone and I should start bleeding soon hopefully. I'm grieving a lot.

 

I wish all of you very peaceful pregnancies and births.

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Prayers for you love!

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I'm so sorry for your loss. hug2.gif


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Oh, I'm so sorry.  I hope you find peace when you get out on the other side of grieving.


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Prayers and warm, comforting thoughts being sent your way.

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grouphug.gif so sorry for your loss.


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This is really sad news.  I'm so sorry.


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So sorry ... take good care.  hug2.gif


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I'm so very sorry for your loss. 


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I'm so sorry for your loss. greensad.gif


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I had my first miscarriage last year, and I'm still not over it. Lots of love to you, mamacolleen!

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I'm so, so sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my prayers. grouphug.gif


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Sharing the grief experience with you as I lose my first baby too.brokenheart.gif It's so much more painful than I expected


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