Letting you know that there isn't one day that goes by that I dont regret not having you in my life and i'm so sorry. I know that words can never describe how you feel and whats going through your head but I just ask of your forgiveness because I do love you with all of my heart and I did what I thought was in your best interest at the time.
Sometimes I just feel like criing and I miss my kids so very much and I just want to have them in my arms and tell them how sorry that I am but it was so very hard for me to keep them at the time but if I could do it all over again I would and things would be so much different and I would just have to sacrifice alot more to keep them with me know matter what. They are apart of me and I think about them every single day that I live. I just wish that when I see them againg that they can forgive me and start a loving relationship with their siblings and I. I do LOVE them so very much.
You did what you thought was best for your babies, even though it broke your heart. That's love, Mama, some of the most powerful love there is.
Eva, Tired Single Mama of Hurricane Bella~3/06 and Boy Bug Silas~7/08