Killian is here!
You may have remembered me under the name Babina's Mommy when I joined this DDC...somehow that account went *poof* and I can't seem to log in, so a few months ago I think I had a frantic pregnancy question and made this new account. My due date was today, but he was delivered C-section last Monday.
He is really cute and sweet, I'm so in love.
I had a birth that nightmares are made of though. My spinal didn't really take too well and I felt most of the surgery and was screaming until they sedated me. I don't remember seeing the baby for the first time. The pulling and tugging and pushing during the surgery was very painful and I am bruised along my abdomen. They had to cut through the placenta. I lost a lot of blood and they were almost going to give me a transfusion and I became very anemic. I felt too weak to even hold the baby at times. It was all very stressful. My other two C-sections were not like this at all, they were very easy. Baby number 3, second section, it was so routine it was almost boring. This time, I feel grateful to even be alive.
I can't believe this is my last baby, I need to soak him in all I can.