Feeling a little anxious this morning about the baby. This past week I've been pretty optimistic about the growth and flow of development, but out of nowhere, I'm waking up concerned.
I didn't really feel any symptoms yesterday, after a bunch of days of feeling sensitive in the boobies and nauseous. I was exhausted by 7pm, but other than that, felt like my normal self 100%.
I've been trying to feel the excitement of the possibility of new life within, without attaching myself to the outcome. But the further I progress, the more happy I am about the future.
I try to tell myself, well, there's no cramping, and no blood flow, so at least for now, you're still pregnant. But then the voice that read that babies can die and take a few weeks to release themselves comes in, probably just to stress me out, that dastardly voice, and I feel a bit less hopeful. I miscarried at 12 weeks last time, but never had any symptoms, so suspect the pod had stopped growing a few weeks earlier.
I finish my 1st trimester on my birthday, about 5 weeks away. Oi. Please pass super quick, 5 weeks! I really want this sprout to stick around!!!