Hey everyone!
@Abraisme, your bus looks awesome! Also I'm so jealous about your son going to waldorf school. I wish there was one around here I could send my son to.
Anyway,I am better today, I had to go to the hospital cause I had menstrual like cramping all day monday. They said there were no contractions and I am still tightly sealed. The problem is... that when I was in labor last time, that's all I felt were really really really bad cramps. I've always had very bad cramps ever since I was 11. I have since learned that it is probably because of my tilted uterus. However, the tightening of contractions are something I wasn't feeling. So when I felt as if my period was about to come, I knew I had to go in. Now I'm just wondering if feelings are gonna be different this time. Will I feel those tightening contractions, or will it just be the same cramps? They caught them on the monitor last time, and asked me "mama, don't you feel the contractions?" and I didn't feel it!
At least I'm ok now. I'm just getting antsy. I'm working on a merino wool dress for baby girl in a color called Persimmon, it's gonna be cute. The smallest size is 12 months, so we'll see when she can actually wear it. I feel like I don't have much time left. So many things I want to knit and I don't have the yarn I want.
I also had my 30th birthday which I wasn't feeling well for. My boyfriend bought me the latest Pokemon game for my 2DS. I began my adventure, the same way I've been beginning my adventures since I was 13. Now I feel like I'll never be able to have another Pokemon adventure again... it's like I don't even want to continue. I let my son play a bit, which normally I supervise, but this time I don't care what he does in the game... so sad. I don't know if it's the pregnancy or the whole I'm 30 now business. I've loved Pokemon for almost 20 years! I even call my son Pikachu sometimes. Perhaps I'm feeling pre baby blues or something. I know yarn shopping the other day made me feel better. Yarn shopping always makes me feel better, I just wish I had some more money for the wool I want.
Ah, and for those of you who were keeping up with my housing woes.
We went to court, and were asked to deposit the two months rent to the court, not all the other money we allegedly owe for not having heat. We still have to run our own electric heater, and can't use our second bedroom because when we run both heaters the power shuts off. Thankfully all that trouble caused my teenage sister to move out, and now my son is doing so much better, my food isn't being eaten in the middle of the night, and my electricity bill will probably go down.
So now we have to wait for another court date because they will tell us if we owe the other money or not, after the repairs are done. They have a month. They still haven't started crap. I bet they are just waiting for us to leave, which we can't do until my son is done with school at the end of June, then I'm high tailing it outta here on July 1st!
I'm just tired of dealing with adult crap... just wanna be able to play my game like a kid again.
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