We are now trying to conceive baby number two... I have waffled about this for over a year now and finally think I am ready and sure I want another. I have some issues though.
I gained a ton of weight with my first pregnancy and am finally at a place where I am happy with how I look, I am terrified of gaining all that weight again and it taking another three years to lose it all. Of course I fully intend to keep working out through my next pregnancy. I feel like this is totally selfish and it makes me feel kinda guilty.
My other worry is my incredible lack of patience. With just one child I sometimes find myself wanting to run screaming in the streets, how will I cope with two? We have no family near by so it is just us.
And do you really love the next baby the same way you love your first?
Also I am still going nuts trying to decide between homebirth/hospital birth and Midwife/Doctor.
I realize I over think things, help Momma's!! Advice, opinions, experience's needed!