Have I completely psyched myself out?? Whate else causes all of these "symptoms"?? REALLY?? I just couldn't believe it when I called the nurse just now and she said the pregnancy test was negative. I asked her if there was a level it had to be, to be recognized as positive, and she said no. She said my white count was a little elevated though, like I might just be getting over something which could have been causing "symptoms." I just can't believe it. Not like my heart is in denial, but all of these physical sensations. REALLY?? AF is due today... is it going to start? I FEEL PREGNANT!! And now I feel CRAZY!
Thanks :) I am definitely the little blue one you're hugging! First this look of confused dismay, then "No I know I am"... "Oh no, now I'm crazy"... "no I'm sure, that test was wrong"... Come on everybody, SWING with me...
So anyway. Of course I rush to Google. And I'm thinking it was just too early, too low, and probably a test that requires a certain # to register as "positive."
Otherwise...I'm back to thinking it could be a chemical pregnancy, just enough to cause symptoms before AF starts. But i don't feel pre-AF at all. I feel PREGNANT. To imagine AF starting just feels very wrong. So I'm either seriously deluded or seriously pregnant. or not. whatever. aagghhh
I DEMAND A RECOUNT!
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