@ siuann. .I'm so sorry the red b...h arrived. Thank you for the encouraging feelings. I hope the femera works well for you. I'm not sure what it does But FX for you!
. ..thank you for the encouragement. I know the stress does take its toll and I hope you and DH are able to come together and not stress and argue. I try to remind DH that we are on the same team when the stress turns into arguments. I know you will be great though. So happy that the paper is out of the way and you got an awesome grade! That's fantastic! I can imagine the relief that you feel.
@ chili. ..your positive energy is great! I think getting yourself "buff", is a great idea. It's funny how one moment you think that you may not want another and the small things remind you that it is what you want. I find myself feeling the same way. Who knows, being in good physical shape might be just what you need. I read a good bit last night about uterine fibroid and being in shape and having a good BMW are very helpful if you do have fibroids. I mention the fibroids because I was reading a bit about ttc when you pass 35 can be strongly impacted by fibroids, which many women don't even know that have. If your interested in any more of the info I learned, let me know and I'd be happy to share. It was really interesting. Good luck on getting yourself into great shape. I'm going to try to motivate myself to do the same. I'm not my goal weight but I certainly feel way too mushy for my liking. Feeling like a jello jiggler doesn't do much for the self esteem.
. ..thank you again for being so positive and rooting for me. The picture of you and DH is adorable!
. ...sorry AF found you. I hope the blood work comes back with good results for you. It's ridiculous. How long they are taking on the SA. If interested I found a cool website where you can get all you need to do your own SA, price wasn't bad either, it looked really interesting. Thought about trying it out juat for shits and giggles...I'm a bit weird though.
@ wilhelmina. ..Thinking of you and hope all is going well.
. ...Haven't heard from you in a while and eager to hear how things are going! Rosie are you getting close to testing? I seem to remember being pretty close to the same O time as you and I know that my itch to test is rearing it's ugly head, lol
AFM...I find myself thinking about looking into going to the gyn (preferably a TCM) and possibly using some time of meds to move things along and then I remember., "oh yeah, I don't even know if DH wants this or not. Why take meds and stuff if I'm not even going to be in the game." Its next to impossible to turn off the "button" though. I read a bunch about women my age (or any age) having recurrent chemicals and early miscarriages. It was super informative and some supplements to get rid of fibroids, NOT SURGERY, look really promising. I recently saw the movie THIS IS 40, even if you not 40 it is hilarious. And strangely the main character was seeing a TCM in hopes of getting her entire family more healthy. One of her main issues(she wasn't trying to conceive) was painful periods, clots, and other stuff. The TCM suspected uterine fibroids and recommended some diet changes and the fibroids went away. I know it's Hollywood but the odd coincidence left me thinking....and then the article I read about fibroids making conception difficult and how diet changes and a specific supplement to rid your body of the fibroids, made me.really open my eyes! I don't think there are really many odd coincidences in life...they are more like signs that we just have to open our minds to see. Anyway, if anyone is interested let me know and I'd be happy to share what I learned. As for me, we shall see. I know it's partially the depression talking but I part of me really thinks that he just does not want to have a child. I just wish I could understand why. What made him change his mind? Says that he likes the way things are now. Trying not to think about it too much and let it take over my life. I'm sorry if I missed anyone. Have a beautiful day everyone!