Funny you should ask this. I was just thinking that it's kind of exciting to come here, knowing that I can test in a few days, but then I think why am I getting so excited when I truly don't feel pregnant? Plus, I am actually hoping that I'm not this month anyway, so why work myself up when I feel like I will be happy however it turns out. I almost used condoms this month but then I figured I'd just see what happened. But then I feel guilty for saying that, because I know there are plenty of people who want to get off this TTC ride. And if I'm still here a year from now, I'll have gone crazy by then.
The last two times I've conceived, I started obsessing, testing way too early and getting sad when the results were negative. Now I'm feeling fine, just waiting for my period like normal. LOL, talk to me in a few days and see if I still feel the same. I haven't bought any cheap tests yet, and I told myself I would do it well in advance this time.