I've got the baby fever bad, but I am hesitant to stop using protection... my last two were only 14 mos apart (the youngest is 9 mos now) and I dont even know if I'm o'ing yet (no period yet). But I feel so GUILTY even THINKING about it, because I want the youngest to enjoy being a baby, ya know? But this baby instinct is really REALLY strong. I absolutely love the whole process. There is also so much that can go wrong, I hate to "tempt fate".
Who knows, I may even have trouble TTC.. I had a m/c in July of 99 at 6 weeks, then TTC for 9 months before conceiving #2, then I didn't even TRY to conceive #3, I was nursing and dind't have a period.. I am soooo scared of having a hard time TTC again... For some reason I've got it in my head that if I don't get preg with the first O, that I will have a hard time TTC again.. the last time I was having "cycles" they were all screwy (long). I think I may have already ovulated.. my ovaries feel sore.
Anyway I am just venting.. Thanks for listening.