think I am losing, my mucus plug, had quite some brown tinged mucus this morning. For my 'normal births', I usually lose my plug and then give birth a few days later. So hoping that this means that I will miscarry within a few days!
It sounds really weird to 'hope' for a miscarriage, OTOH, at least I know that things are wrong already and have started dealing with it emotionally. A friend asked me, knowing what I know now, would I still have had the u/s that diagnosed the fetal demise? I have thought about it, and have to say that yes, it was not fun to find out, but at least I know now and can start processing it and dealing with it.
I want this mess to be over with, and start a fresh cycle with fresh chart and put it behind me! I have decided to be finished miscarrying, and I'll only do keeper pregnancies from now on!!! (I can hope, right??? :-) Positive thinking has to have some positive influence on it all!!!!!