It's not really labor that I'm scared of anymore. It's if something goes wrong and I have to be transferred to the hospital or if my baby dies. Those are my biggest fears.
Has anyone read Mind Over Labor? It's kind of old, but I'm reading it right now, and it really makes me feel at peace with the idea of labor. It puts everything in a positive light. I already felt like I wasn't really too nervous about labor, but now, reading this book, I feel even more comfortable with it, yk?
Anyway, today was CD15 and no sign of O yet. Last cycle was 67 days, but I'm really hoping that won't happen again. It's been almost four months since being off the pill, so hopefully things are getting back to normal...
I think that my cycles were normally around 35 days long before the depo shot and then the pill.
ETA: Thanks for the article sapphire_chan! It's interesting. I still have to finish it.
Wife to J. Mama to DD(3yo) & DS(1yo)