Posted this on the old thread by mistake:
Sorry this was not such a good POAS weekend
I continue to have unexplained midcycle spotting. I'm on CD 12 or 13. This is day three of spotting. My cervix is HSO, when I checked today, and there might be the teensiest bit of EWCM mixed in with the spotting, but it's hard to tell. My temp is flat the past three days at 97.5. I'm expecting tomorrow's temp to be a drop, but we'll see what happens. This must be ovulation spotting. If so, it should disappear today or tomorrow at the latest. I've never had this before, so it's hard to say.
As I am still on the fence, we're not trying per se, but we're still DTD up to about CD10. There is still a possibility that we could conceive, but it's really an outside chance. I wouldn't put money on it, but it's not exactly TTC behavior (nor is it TTA behavior, although that's what DH wants). I guess I'm going by the book, even though that would leave us open for his super swimmers to hang on long enough to meet the egg. But since I don't have much in the way of EWCM, I don't think they'll hang in there for 5 whole days!
Whew, I guess I'm rambling! I cannot discuss any of this with DH because he takes it as me adding to his stress. He doesn't want to think of TTC for at least a couple of months, but of course the m/c, followed by the disappearing positive in my first cycle after the m/c ... well I guess I'm panicked that the sands are running out of the hourglass. I'm 37, and DD is 4 1/2. Guess I'm feeling like the time is now, certainly not later. Especially after finding out the hard way that getting pregnant does not always = a baby.
Alright, my gloomy Sunday complaining is done. Hope others are having a better day!
TMI Update: while at the movies today, I felt more bleeding. Went to the bathroom and had soaked through the pantiliner and my underwear. While on the toilet, passed a big clot, like 4 or 5 inches long
So, what is this?? My only guess is that my disappearing positive from last POAS Saturday didn't pass when I had AF. This is two weeks later, and I never POAS after AF to make sure it was over. I'm wondering if I should POAS again tomorrow a.m. to figure out what's going on
: My temps have been low you can see from my chart ... so... I just don't know what 's going on!