I know how frustrating that must be, my co-workers are all fussing over someone in our office who just announced her pregnancy, she's due in June - same as I would have been. They all know about my m/c and it makes it even more awkward that they all stop talking about it every time I'm around.lily
I hope it's just too early for the test, your chart really is looking promising. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for you. How are you feeling about it?willowsmom
sending AF vibes your way, I know the feeling (sort of), I can't wait for this cycle to be over with so I can get on with it!
I had another blood test for my hcg levels post m/c yesterday and they called to tell me they were back down to nil and I don't know, for some reason that hit me really hard today. Like some irrational thought in my head that it wasn't really over until they said that and now it's totally and completely over kwim? To top it off, the receptionist who called (on behalf of my dr) says AF should make an appearance in 4-6 weeks. 4-6 WEEKS?? is that true? That means we don't even get another shot at it until January some time, I was hoping it would be less than that especially since I feel like I'm going to O any day now, maybe I'm just kidding myself, I don't even know if that's even possible, do your hcg levels really have to be nil again before your body can even think about Oing?
Anyway I had a good cry over it all
: nothing else I can do about it anyway. My temps are looking more or less normal for now - I actually ran up and down the stairs yesterday to get hot and take my temp to see if my thermometer is capable of registering something other than 97.0 (it is) - so whatever
waiting waiting... I hate feeling like I have absolutely no control over any of this and that my body is not doing what I want it to when I want it to. SOOO frustrating.
to everyone else, hope you're all feeling better than I am today.