Lily I'm must say, I'm glad you did it, and I can't wait to hear the news.
I want to add, i just didn't realize how physically painful it is to miscarry. HOLY SHIT....I almost passed out from the pain yesterday, and I haven't been able to even go back to work yet. I didn't want to fill the prescription of Vicoden that the hospital gave me, but I had DH go out and get it last night. I have to take it, b/c I'm in too much pain to even stand up. OMG. Ok sorry for the vent. Oh, and now I'm feeling bad b/c we decided to take a long break, is that really what I want to do. Or am i just agreeing with DH's decision to protect me? :
Emotionally I think I'm ok tho. thanks for all your thoughts and hugs, I can feel them all the way in NC.
Just in case, Teneal, I hope you'll decide not to give up. It's completely up to you, and I don't mean to sound like I'm trying to tell you what to do. But it seems like you really want this. I hope you'll at least think about it long and hard. And if you decide not to, you can always change your mind later. And I also hope you feel better soon. I can't stand that you're experiencing this! My heart is breaking for you.