I haven't been posting, but I've been hear. Last week was rough for me. I'm back.
First off, yes it bothers me very much when people who have been ttc for 3 or 4 months complain. They really have no idea what the wait could be like. They don't know the emotional pain that a couple goes through on a monthly basis trying to get something that is suppose to happen naturally. I try to put their struggle in perspective but I'm bitter. And yes, I get really angry about woman who have large amounts of children and can't/won't take care of them. I don't understand fate.
Ladylaura- I hope your IUI worked last week. I also have issues going to some of the other forums. We don't really speak the same language.
Brandy- I know how you feel about the finances of everything. I think what makes it the hardest is that I am paying for a child. I have no child, but I am still paying this bill. If I bought a car and gave the dealership money but left the lot without the car I would be mad.
grapesbunch- Sorry, I don't have any info for you. I don't bother charting. My RE tells me the next step and I do it.
MrsD08- yes, it bothers me as well...see the above rant
AFM- I tested neg last week. But more than that it's the lost of hope. We have always had hope in the past but for some reason last week it went away. It's one thing to try this stuff over and over with the understanding that something will work. But one you get to the point where you feel like nothing will work, it becomes a bit overwhelming. And I get really mad.
Weekend Wrap up
TTC #: 1
Trying Since: Jan 09
DPO (if applicable): 14
Plan for this Cycle: Tested neg, given up hope for this cycle, doing bloodwork @ RE today to confirm and then start all over again when AF comes
Thoughts: See above.