I am looking for ideas to create a physically comfortable or at least comforting environment. My symptoms seem to be getting worse. Doctor said it may be what they call "non specific lower back pain" and maybe endometriosis spreading its nerve roots into the bowel. When i am in the middle of an episode, as i call it -in other words painkiller type pain, or even leading up to that or really even "coming down" from that-feeling attacked inside and attempting to find comfort , its hard, right? That was a long sentence, i am not used to talking about this, bear with me if you will. I generally dont sit much when home, i feel busy. Even when i sit to eat, my chair is just not right, i think its angleing my pelvis wrong and putting pressure in the sore spots. Even on my good days, 15 minutes in that chair and i feel knotted up for hours. It can get really bad, it creeps up and makes everything stiff in response to having to tolerate it. Basically i just cant sit there. I can only lean against the wall standing up, but if i am bleeding i feel too weak. I cant stay in bed, which i am so lucky is comfortable. I am thinking of getting a meditation like cushion set up. I dont have a couch, but am exploring that possibility. I think thats whats helpful about the bed, it has springs that give back. Anything flat and hard just feels sort of torturus, like everything is made of sharp glass finding its way into my body in strange vibrations...how to explain. I think you all may unfortunately understand. Lately i have been more accepting of my pain killers because...i have no choice...? ...and at the same time its scary knowing i need them . I want to be able to rely on somewhere to relax that works. Anybody have any experience with this? I hope my post makes sense.