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#1 of 5 Old 12-30-2013, 10:18 PM - Thread Starter
 
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Hi.

 

I'm new.

 

And I'm pissed (as I bet many of you are).

 

I've oscillated between sadness, hopelessness, to apathy, to fiery hot rage.

 

I'm pissed that I'm 30 and healthy by all accounts but after more than a year of trying can't get pregnant. I exercise, I eat healthy foods, I'm at an idea weight, I don't have any disorder that should stop me from getting pregnant, ovulation tests are showing an LH surge. The only thing that wasn't perfectly normal were my prolactin levels and they were only around 33 ng/mL, barely elevated over the normal range (2- 29 ng/mL). 

I'm pissed that my husband's morbidly obese pre-diabetic sister that was binge drinking every weekend and eating fast food got pregnant on accident with en ex boyfriend when they weren't even trying with TWINS for Christ sake!

If one more person tells me to relax I WILL DESTROY THEM WITH MY BARE HANDS AND EAT THEIR HEART.Cuss.gif

 

I'm ready to give up.

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I'm so sorry you are going through this and feel this way. 


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@Dysania You  and I are >-----< together. I go through a range of emotions throughout the day as I think about it. I'm tired of waiting and want to be pregnant RIGHT NOW! But my doc is telling me to lose weight and just wait. I'm not going to tell you to relax but I will say you aren't alone.


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You can also join us on the fertility challenged thread. At least you'll be among people who understand what you're talking about. hug.gif
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And then: I'm really, really tired of making angels.

But wait, could it really be true?


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Yep, yep, and yep Dysania!! That's exactly what's up, ugh!!!

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