I've been using Saheli (centchroman) for nearly 2 years and have LOVED it. The pearl index for it is 1.3-1.6, so good odds right? Well, my period is about 4 days late and I tested this morning with a BFP.
Eeeek! I am NOT ready to be pregnant! The timing in my life right now is really, really
not good. I can't tell my mom or my BFF because they would both be THRILLED... and I'm not sure if I'm going to continue this pregnancy. I mean, I love kids, and definitely want to be a mom, just not yet! I'm perfectly old enough to be having kids... and my BF and I are extremely happy together... but I want more time to settle down with him, and financially prepare!
Now, I'm off to get a colposcopy done, with a brand new doctor, which is stressing me out too.
It might be awful to say, but I'm begging the universe for one of those, extremely common early miscarriages.