I went to the ER last night with cramps and bleeding and praying it was just a normal part of SCH, and though the HCG level went up there was no heartbeat detected on the US. I'm mixed between total denial and total grief. Have no idea how to function.
I'm so, so sorry. I've been reading your posts here and hoping for a good outcome. You are in my thoughts.
A, partner to J, mama to O, now with a new username!
Building queer family since 2008!
(and oh, did i mention we're having twins?!?)
I am so, so sorry. I've been there many times as well, and I wish I knew the right words for you...but I have yet to figure out what those are. Just know you aren't alone, and you are in my thoughts and prayers.
Babies in Heaven... 9/04 2/05 3/11 4/11 6/11 11/11 2/12 (along with my tube) 9/14 1/15