Thanks again for all your support. It looks as if I'm losing this baby. I should be 6 weeks today but when we went in for the u/s, there was nothing there, just an empty sac. No yolk sac, no heartbeat, no nothing. The tech kept saying that it might be just too early but I know my dates are right and I know that I would have to have conceived and implanted really, really, stretching the bounds of reality late for this pregnancy to be viable. From what I know, that would be quite unlikely. I went for a BHCG right afterwards and should have the results this afternoon. My biggest fear is that it will be ambiguous - I don't want to go through the holidays like this. I knew as soon as the first u/s picture came up on the screen that something was wrong. I mean, I could see the sac but there was absolutely nothing in it.
I feel really numb right now. I don't know what to think or what to feel. It's like since we haven't had confirmation of a m/c I don't want to start to grieve just in case but I know what I saw is not good and the dr said it was not promising. I've had a m/c before and I've been through years of IF treatment so I consider myself pretty knowledgable about this stuff and I really feel that I'm losing the baby. My dh wants me to stay positive but I think I'm just being realistic.
Thanks again for all the support.