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#181 of 312 Old 06-15-2007, 02:59 PM
 
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OMG I forgot that you said you had a full time job, SarahJen. I'm sorry! No wonder you are pooped. Put your husband on here and we'll tell him just what's what.

Soooooooooo tempting. Thanks for the reassurances, at least I know I'm not making a big deal of nothing even if he doesn't understand. He does ZERO housework (wasn't raised to, don't get me started) ZERO laundry (same reason) and ZERO cooking. Since I haven't been cooking and honestly have rarely been awake by the time he gets home from work he's been living on instant soups and bread. Wednesday I had a complete code red meltdown because he had eaten all but three slices of bread and how was I going to live on that until grocery day on Sunday when bread is basically all I can eat right now. It got ugly. I normally don't mind doing the laundry and housework because I like it done my way but lately it's just completely overwhelming (overwhelming has taken on a whole new meaning to me in the last couple of weeks, I don't think anything in my life has actually been overwhelming until now.)

I'm also normally a very independent person which is partly why our relationship has worked so far - he owns his own business and works long days and 6 days a week - and the fact that I keep trying to explain to him that I need his help right now has been very stressful for both of us.

And Emily thank you for thinking of me. It wasn't as bad a day as I thought it would be, probably from knowing I have a new heart beating in there, but I did have a big long cry in the evening over it. I feel a bit better having passed the milestone, but you know the first won't ever be forgotten.
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SarahJen, Cheese and crackers is another easy snack my MW recommends.
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Emily--thanks for adding me! And I don't mind posting my age--I'm 35, but will be 36 when the baby comes.
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Emily--thanks for adding me! And I don't mind posting my age--I'm 35, but will be 36 when the baby comes.
But you are 35 now - so that is what you get to be on the front page
You can mind us of the change once your b-day rolls around!

BTW - thanks for sharing your age. It really isn't THAT big a deal (obviously we are all in our 30s) but I do love having people's ages on the front as evidence that we did NOT wait too long to have kids and that you CAN get pregnant in your 30s.
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Poor DH doesn't even try to touch the babe anymore because every single time he has tried, the babe has instantly stopped moving and stayed still until DH lets go. I swear DH can even cure the babe of hiccups! DH acts like it's a rejection or something, but I am hoping DHs ability to calm the babe will carry over after the birth :
I think my dh feels rejected as well, especially since she's moved for my mom and a work friend now more than him... I am going to give him the calming idea!!! That would be fabulous! Although, he's also not exactly patient, which may be part of it. He did feel her move a tiny bit last night. Oh, and last night was her first official night ON my bladder - I had to pee every 10 minutes for the first two hours I was in bed...
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Sorry for the following 500 posts, but I am not good at replying in bulk... Bear with me.

I am planning on working (if I feel up to it) until 2 weeks before my due date. I'd like to take a month, but now with the benefits situation and knowing how flexible my work can be, I'll try to make it until the Legislature adjourns on September 14th. I have my own office, though, which makes it easier. This morning I got lightheaded (first time in a couple of days) so I just sat with my feet up and my door closed for a while... The hardest part will be walking from my parking spot- which is almost 4 blocks away- in August!

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How late into pregnancy is everyone else planning on working? Right now I'm not sure that I'm getting data fast enough to graduate in December, so I might have to wait til May. BUT I don't know how far into pregnancy I can safely work. I don't mind working with the chemicals b/c I use them safely in the fume hood, but what happens when my belly is too big for me to reach into it?
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Okay, bulk replies!

Grace - The h/b thing was nonsense for us, and my doctor warned us early not to rely on it at all. Our girl's h/b has been in the 120's consistently... Glad the headache went away! I had migraines as a child and they were truly the worst thing that's ever happened to me. I still thank God they went away during puberty!

Welcome SarahJen - I so know where you're coming from on the dh stuff... Mine was raised to NOT to housework too. He actually tries, but his "trying" is about 8% of my "doing". Ugh. At least he tries. He has gotten better as I'm showing more and more. I swear the bigger I get the more he realizes I need help. Of course, that means the barest minimum, because he's perfectly happy to have the kitchen full of dirty dishes because he won't unload the dishwasher and a twice a month vacuuming is okay for him even though we have dogs and the floors are dirty within a few days.

Emily - I also hear you on the dog situation. I do most of the caretaking for them too. Dh helps with them, though, if I remind him often enough... We have an 11 year old who needs medication with every meal. Dh never remembers her pills even though the deal is that whoever feeds her gives her her medicine.

I'm glad I'm not alone in the dirty house issue!!! I just can't keep up with it at this point, especially with my stomach muscle still hurting. It's a mess and I give up. I hate it, though, it's just so gross and I won't let anyone come over because it's dirty!

Minnow - Wow - pregnancy card, huh? That's one to remember. Dh could compete; if I complain "too" much he'll say "well you are the one that wanted to get pregnant" because I was the one who initiated the idea of having a kid. Gee, thanks sweetie! He actually is a wonderful person, but boys are just so difficult sometimes!

I'm starting to freak out about birthing classes/methods. I need to decide and yet I can't make up my mind. What have you guys decided to do? I'm also weird about thinking about delivery now because I was with my cousin when she gave birth to her son at 22 weeks (he was born alive but never took a breath)... It's very real to me that she NEEDS to stay in there for another few months and I feel like preparing my body for her to come out somehow counters the need for it to keep her in and safe...

I hope you all have lovely weekends!
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The first question is the big unknown. My stipend comes from a grant, not from my department, so she can decide whether I get paid or not. I don't think she's ever had a pregnant student before.
Dee, I'd bring this up directly - totally makes sense that you would need to know this to plan ahead. If your advisor seems ok with 'the plan' then you just need to know what the money situation is.

here's hoping that certain DHs around here step up to the plate and help their pregnant partners out a bit!!
ETA: check out the shirt Gabriella just got (dh is a big apple/ipod fan)
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CJ- that shirt is too funny. I want one!!! I looked through Ella's slideshow and she's beautiful and looks like she's very calm. You also look great and I hope your recovery is going well. How are you feeling? Are you breastfeeding? Did you have any difficulties starting up? Btw is that a hotsling?

SarahJenn - DH difficulties are really yucky but seem to be some rite of pregnancy just seeing how most of us have had to deal with relationship issues especially at the beginning. Hang in there and if I have learned anything during this process is to ask directly for what you need, you have to make sure you feel taken care of. That's made a world of difference with my DH since most of our problems were because he just kept going as if everything was normal and I felt dead tired and sick for weeks so NOT normal. I really expected him to realize this and do more to take care of everything that needed to be done, like dinner and shopping or cleaning. But he's spoiled by an overachieving "I can do everything" wife that can't ask for help so he just kept doing the usual ... that is until I had a major breakdown and cried for an entire weekend and then he sort of woke up that things were not honkydory. Since then I have been much better at admitting I need help and actually asking for him to do things and he has been much more solicitous of me. Overall I think we're closer and communicating better.... so it was all for the best although it sucked while we figured things out.

And sort of related to this is that I've had to give up my high standards for the house... I can't do it all by myself anymore and DH is perfectly happy having dust everywhere and not vacuuming for a month. I still do all laundry and I keep the bathroom and kitchen spick and span because otherwise I'm totally grossed out and I still live here so... I guess some men just don't notice dirt. Unfortunately it is all I see when I look around my house, I hate my upbringing sometimes. Oh and recently I was trying to convince DH that spending 30 EUR a week we could have someone come and clean for 3 hours a week. He was like we hardly do anything as it is so why should we pay someone to do that for us.... we aren't that lazy are we? I had to laugh at the 'we' since really that just means me and he obviously has no clue of what I'm doing around the house to keep it halfway livable.

Julia - I don't know if we are having a boy or a girl but the heartbeat is around 140 each time. Monday is my next appointment so I will ask my midwife what she thinks... can I just say what a wonderful sound it is? I love going to see my midwife for this reason. I hate the weighing though....

Oh and SarahJenn I lived on cereal for a while.
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Rebecca! I'm also 35 but will be 36 when our baby is born.

Elizabeth, we finally found a birth class but it doesn't start until Aug 20 and I'm due Sept 11 so when I spoke to the lady to arrange it she said we could do the 1st 4 classes and then she would give us a private lesson to cover the last 2 classes. Unfortunately there are no classes given during the summer.

It seems unreal that pregnancy turns out to be such a big work problem. I don't know the statistics but I would think that the majority of women have children so why are the laws so skewed? Why is it so difficult to combine work with having children? Especially when most of us are doing it. It really feels like a sacrifice.

Oh and I also wanted to add that although I am having fears about how my life is going to change especially since the plan is for me to give up work for the first year (we will see how it goes) I was also ready to have children. I had reached a point in my career where I was feeling a bit lost like maybe I have made a mistake in path, feeling really unfulfilled. Not that having children was an escape, I just realized that it was a good moment to consider starting our family because I wasn't feeling like a complete workaholic anymore. Work has been such an important ambition in my life for the last 15 years I just have to work out in my head that my value is not just about what I accomplish in my job. It's all good, pushing me to grow...

Okay I can go on and on... but I'll stop for now.

Btw congrats Lane on taking the job.

And good luck to everyone working right until their due dates, I don't think I could do that.
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SarahJen, congrats on seeing that heartbeat! Isn't it wonderful??? Tips for getting through exhaustion? Sleep as often as you can. Just give in and sleep. Maybe your husband can go with you to your next prenatal appointment and you can ask your doc/midwife about the exhaustion -- maybe that will make it more real to him? My energy came back around 10 and a half weeks. I was so excited! I hope yours comes back soon!

Emily, arrrrrgh. I'm getting frustrated with your husband! Sorry you're feeling stuck carrying all the household work. My husband and I are generally slobs, but we have a decent system in place -- we just invite people over at least once a month so that we're forced to give our place a good cleanup!

Pie, congrats on the new job!

Lane, I think I'd lose it if my husband asked me how much longer I was going to play the pregnancy card. Like, seriously lose it.

Elizabeth, regarding birthing methods... I'm still not 100% sure. I think having a doula will help me out a lot, plus my hospital has jacuzzi tubs in every room, so that will help too. I read a hypnobirthing book and liked it, but I'm not very disciplined so I don't know if I'll really practice the breathing and relaxation techniques as often as I should. I'm maybe halfway through a Bradley method book (opted not to take classes, too pricey!), and honestly, I'm really turned off by the tone (i.e. "those poor, untrained mommies and daddies! Our way is the best/safest/only way!" etc). So, I think I'll talk with my doula and see what she thinks.

CJ, that picture of Gabriella in her new shirt is precious! She's so gorgeous and that shirt is too funny! How are you guys doing?

Re: working until your due date... I think I'd be bored and anxious if I had to stay at home waiting for the baby to be ready to show up. Unless I'm having a real physical issue, I'd rather at least go to work, be around the co-workers I like, feel productive and keep my mind off of the wondering about when she's going to show up. A friend of mine was taken out of work for a month before she gave birth due to preterm labor, and she told me "whatever you do, do NOT let them take you out of work!" She was so bored.

Happy weekend, everyone! Hope you're all doing great.
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Oh and I also wanted to add that although I am having fears about how my life is going to change especially since the plan is for me to give up work for the first year (we will see how it goes) I was also ready to have children. I had reached a point in my career where I was feeling a bit lost like maybe I have made a mistake in path, feeling really unfulfilled. Not that having children was an escape, I just realized that it was a good moment to consider starting our family because I wasn't feeling like a complete workaholic anymore. Work has been such an important ambition in my life for the last 15 years I just have to work out in my head that my value is not just about what I accomplish in my job. It's all good, pushing me to grow...
Well put, Natalia. I've been working since I was 17 years old, and I just need a break! I am not what I do, and it is okay. Why is this so hard for us.

CJ, Gabriella is so perfect. Love the new shirt, too.

I can second (third? fourth? fifteenth?) the whole issue of husbands who don't 'see' dirt. It doesn't bother him in the way that it bothers me (or, for that matter, the way it bothers his mother, who has stood far worse for far longer than I ever could.)

BUT: DH & I are cleaning house this weekend (whoo!). Mind you, this is not out of the goodness of his heart or him seeing the error of his ways.
My mom is coming on Monday for a short visit, and is bringing my niece (8) and nephew (6), who are moving in with us permanently. As we live in a tiny ranch house, I think I've managed to convince him that with four (soon to be five) people, we've got to keep it clean if any of us to maintain our sanity!


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Emily sorry to hear your DH doesn't take care of your old lady doggie the way she needs it. My DH forgets to give the dogs their pills every time even though they're doled out weekly in color coded pill boxes. :

DH and I have been together 14 years now, living together for 11. After a few years of living together I couldn't stand doing everything myself any more. I got depressed from not saying anything, then finally broke down, cried, and asked for help. The cycle repeated several times until we worked out a cleaning schedule. We wrote down all the chores, big and small, that are necessary to keep a house clean - from scrubbing the floors to straightening up. Then we figured out how often each thing needed to be done and we each picked the chores we hated least (no one actually likes housework, right?). This required negotiation and compromise, of course. The I made a calendar showing who was supposed to do what and when. It was hard to stick to but it made a huge difference in our relationship.

I love the idea that two adults who care about each other should be able to sense what needs to be done and do it, but it's not realistic. We've also had to change our standards - he doesn't load the dishwasher the way I like it, but the dishes still get clean so I don't say a word. I let mail build up on the end table but DH doesn't say anything either (his mom is a neat freak, which I am most certainly NOT). I really hope no one takes this the wrong way, it all seems like common sense, but I swear the difference is like night and day. Hopefully the men will be more willing to agree to a plan like this since we're pregnant, tired, and carrying their babies!

Dee, mommy to Miss M 11/07 and little Miss I 5/10/10!
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Sarah for making it past your milestone. You're passing a more positive milestone Monday, right?

I found that eating before I got out of bed in the morning kept the nausea away all day. Oh and eating every 2 hours during the day! Other snack suggestions have been great - I also liked almonds, yogurt, fruit, boiled eggs and cheese. Try to get protein in every meal or snack. My baby doesn't like peanuts (or peanut butter dangit) but other nuts are okay. I also have to stay away from onions and garlic even though I love both. My energy came back around 11 weeks I think, so you should be feeling better soon. Like others said, sleep as much as you can and borrow your hubby's "dirt blinders" until you feel better.

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bumping us up. dh and i graduated birth class yesterday and last night i got what i am pretty sure were my first braxton-hicks contractions. i prefer surges but dh says i sound like bush on iraq. anway, they are not so fun. the women in my birth class said they didn't hurt at all, i can't agree there.

natalia, go for the hired help on cleaning. that is what is supposedly happening at my house as i type -- i am in an internet cafe. our internet is down and i have a BLEEP of work to do, but also i can't stand to be looked at by the cleaning lady and feel judged for how i "as a woman" let the house get messy. (this is partly internalized sexism, but i have also had cleaners voice it to me, gee thanks, won't be hiring you again.) dh has thicker skin on that score.
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Which reminds me (yes! Have to prep for class! But I'm good at seat of the pants) about something very annoying my DH is doing now. When I bring up a concern or ask for more help or harp on him for eating every vegetable in the house, he says, "How long are you going to play the pregnancy card?" UM? UNTIL I'M NO LONGER PREGNANT, MAYBE?
all partners to preggos should get a psa with the double lines that these words are never to be uttered!!
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""How long are you going to play the pregnancy card?" UM? UNTIL I'M NO LONGER PREGNANT, MAYBE?"

: but don't forget the fourth trimester! on that note my dh is a lifesaver - he has been so awesome the last 2 weeks.

so just updating... yep it's a hotsling in that picture. We haven't really mastered it but practice every day. I think she's still too small. She hates the stroller and baby bjorn too (so far).

we are breastfeeding, and it's going pretty well. The first 3-4 days were rough - blisters and some bleeding on my nipples. Freaked out about it - everyone will tell you it's not supposed to hurt. That's true once you get going but I think it's normal to be tender and sore as you get started. Once my milk came in it got MUCH easier. I have stopped writing down every pee/poo/and feeding so must be more confident now. She eats about every 3 hours. Fortunately at night she usually goes right back to sleep... Unfortunately we have had some SUPER cranky periods during the day.

I am still struggling with some emotions. A part of me misses being pregnant (really!). I miss the inner focus I had obtained - just very intune to me and my body. I cried when I put away my snoodle pillow and birth ball. Also when my mom left yesterday, but we're doing ok. I'm riding a stationary bike in the mornings and walking the dog at night, and the exercise had made a big difference for me. Still some bleeding but am feeling more healed 'down there.' Lot's of appointments this week - ped, midwife, and doula.

C.M. - wow what a big change having an 8 and 6 year old move in!
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So I realize I have been complaining about DH ALOT (and much of this complaining is well deserved - he does drive me absolutely insane much of the time and I do believe I would be a billion times happier living in a duplex with him rather than a house) so I wanted to explain why I LOVE DH and why I put up with the other crap.

First, I respect the heck out of him. He forms opinions, stick to his convictions, and isn't really swayed (once he forms an opinion) by others. This means he will not EVER be "manipulated" by me or others, and I believe I am a master manipulater. Obviously this same trait is also a HUGE source of frustration, because once he "decides" that the house isn't dirty (or that my concept of "dirty" is wrong) - I will never ever be able to change his mind.

Second, he was willing to travel and be staffed out of town basically the entire time I was in grad school so that he had the flexibility (and $) to fly out an see me every other weekend (and I only rarely went to see him at his weekend homebase, because I always had lab obligations and the dog...he only complained about the inequity of this situation once the entire 6 years that he did it - and this was during a discussion about me looking for a job and basically telling him that we HAD to move to whatever city I got a job in). Our relationship would NOT have made it if he hadn't done all of that traveling.

Third, he moved to Atlanta not because he really wanted to live here or because it provided the best opportunities for him and his career (he would have been MUCH better off if he had been able to stay in Dallas OR if we have moved to LA-area, or Portland). Yes, he was a bit disgruntled about all of this, but he did it.

There are also many other things that I won't bother typing out - but please know that we are actually a decent match. We do have some significant problems functioning as a team, however we also seems to be able to care for each other in ways no one can (I have lots of friends who can nurture me, butonly DH was able or willing to spend HOURS upon HOURS of time dealing with idiotic student loan people who have been jerking me around for more than a year and straigthen out a ridiculously complex and messed up situation so that it worked out in my favor). Anyway beings as today is Fathers Day I just wanted to let you ladies know that DH is maddening is many many ways, he is also incredibly awesome and I DO love him deeply. We've been together for almost 12 years (our dating anniversary is July 5) and I have never found another man I have loved more.
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Aw, Emily, what a sweet tribute to your husband.
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Emily I love what you wrote! It's important to express good AND bad, isn't it. I'm sure all our DH's can be maddening but there's a reason we're with them! You reminded me of Paul and me a little, too...he's so easy-going most of the time but can be a little bit of a pain about certain things but I love that! I can't stand a pushover. One day when we were just first dating I suddenly looked at him and said, "You're a little bit of a pain in the a$$, aren't you?" He said, "Just a little bit." I said, "That's hot." He is sooooo easy most of the time but also hates to be manipulated and can see through any manipulation...sometimes it still works if he agrees in what I'm trying to do but will always make fun of me for it! Not that I tend to be manipulative but we all have our moments. Here's to men who won't be walked on!

Natalia...I just want to add my voice to the hiring of cleaning help. We pay $100 every two weeks to have someone clean our 3-br, 2,000 sq. foot townhouse. I could never do it, and it keeps DH and I from fighting about who will. It's absolutely worth it. It doesn't have to be every week...every other week works for us, yes by the time they come we're sooo ready for them, but we can vacuum in-between and do touch-ups.

Pie, congrats on finishing birthing class! Hope your cx don't hurt too bad! Are they supposed to ease up? And I can NOT believe cleaning people have judged you for hiring them! That's just dumb! I always feel a little silly hanging out when they're cleaning (like right now) but the fact is, I'm a violinist and I cannot scrub the tub without having to go to the dr. for a cortisone shot. Any kind of repetitive motion can strain my arm or really put me out of the loop. I wish I'd done this at my old apt. When I saw it empty in December, after I'd moved all my stuff out, it made me so sad I lived like that. I should've just paid the money. I couldn't do it myself, it's not cuz I'm filthy, it's cuz it hurts.

CJ...glad you're getting the hang of breast-feeding... actually, noone ever told me it wouldn't hurt! I think I'll miss being pg too...I'm just starting to feel the baby move a little, and it's THE COOLEST! I love the iPood shirt, so did DH. (We're a big iPod family.)

I had to laugh about the similarities between Paul and everyone's hubby's...he hates doing laundry too and often I end up doing it all because I get sick of the smell in the bedroom! If he runs out of clothes I'll find them molded in the washing machine and have to wash them anyhow! So I just do it. We're still in the process of working out who does what...I end up doing a lot more during the week cuz I'm home more, and he chips in on the weekend cuz he's home more. He has a higher tolerance for clutter but I just have to ask him and set aside a time and he'll help. I've started bringing him piles of stuff I find on the counter while he's watching tv and he'll go through it for me, problem solved. We spent this weekend organizing the main floor and it looks so much better. With a desk down here I can at least put the clutter in drawers. I think I'll have to be satisfied with that for now. With him it's a matter of routine...if something becomes part of his morning or evening routine it's a lot more likely to get done.

My old doggie hurt herself! We had the vet come over Saturday (she's a friend) cuz I didn't want to put her in the car, she was having trouble moving since Friday. She says it's a disc in her back that's inflamed and we have to restrict her movement so it doesn't slip. Whatever meds she's on has cured her right back up though! I'm so happy. We still have to make sure she stays rested for a while so it doesn't happen again. She's 10 years old which is good for a german shepherd, but unfortunately this is the kind of thing that usually gets them in the end so I'm sad. I'm afraid her dog park days are over, it's just going to be walking from now on. (sigh) It's so sad that dogs live 1/10th as long as we do, she's my first dog and I don't know what I'll do without her. I can't even think about it! And it looks like I don't have to yet so I'll stop. :

Well DH has said that although he's balking at the money the gym is going to cost, if I can go three times this week and prove I'm going to use it and I like the swimming (I have yet to try it) he'll do it. So today I have to buy a suit, ugh. I hate doing that NOT pregnant. Wish me luck!
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according to mdc'ers, the contractions will hurt less if i am not dehydrated. i have been trying hard to drink enough but i definitely haven't accomplished it. and i actually found that it helped when, per the monaghan hypnobirthing book, i stopped calling them contractions and started calling them surges. they stopped as soon as i lay down and had some water. no more since.
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CJ glad to hear the breastfeeding is going well after some difficulty in the beginning. I expect it to hurt at first too, from the constant sucking if nothing else! Keep us posted on the hotsling - I have 2 in my registry (one for each of us) and would like to know if they work or if I need a ring sling/maya wrap for the first couple months. I think crazy emotions are par for the course after giving birth but it sounds like you're working through them. It must have been hard to have your mom leave. What's it like being the only mom in the house now?

PiePie congrats on graduating your birth class! I've also heard that hydration and lying down will help the surges pass. I bring 1.5 liters of water to work every day - it definitely helps my water intake if there's always some available.

Emily that was so sweet what you wrote about your DH! Sounds like you've been through a lot together and are a great match. BUT feel free to vent whenever you need to - we don't think badly of your DH and know how frustrating DHs can be sometimes during pregnancy. :

Julia good luck finding a swimsuit! I'm still putting it off after the horrific experience I had trying them on a couple weeks ago. I'm sorry to hear about your doggie - it's great that your friend is a vet and fixed her up. I have a 10.5 year old shepherd mix too and I hate to watch her getting older and stiff in her joints. My rottie is 7 now and they have 8-10 year lifespans so I try not to think about the future without them. OMG I'm tearing up just thinking about it. I've actually considered getting a miniature horse b/c they live about 30 years!

Dee, mommy to Miss M 11/07 and little Miss I 5/10/10!
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Yay, found a suit for $20 at Macy's. Can't believe it was that easy!

However, I can't find a non-underwire bra anymore because I'm now BIGGER than an E cup and no-one carries them. Motherhood had an underwire and I bought it out of desparation, and it's not black. (I have to wear black for work.) Really, there are no preggers bigger than an E cup? Jeez! Frustrating. I'm gonna have to do an online search.
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Emily - sweet post about your husband. I love mine with all my heart and we are a fantastic match, but that doesn't mean he doesn't have traits that drive me nuts!!! I didn't think you were a bad match, just that your husband was, well, a man (just kidding!!!). Mine doesn't see dirt either, and it drives me crazy. He will honestly only do a 'chore' if I ask him to and even then will do it when he gets around to it.

CJ - I've had two friends tell me how much I'll miss being pregnant, I think that's really normal. So are all of your emotional swings. I'm glad she's a good sleeper - at least the cranky periods aren't at 3 AM. I'm sure they're still stressful though.

Braxton Hicks - I've had like 2 of them (hope that's normal at 25 weeks). One was painful in a mild, crampy way. The other wasn't at all. I've probably had more but only two that I really noticed. I think that people have different definitions of "pain", so what one person calls painful isn't for someone else, even if it's the same sensation!

Grace - do you have any really nice maternity stores near you? I'm guessing they'd have a better bra selection than someplace like Motherhood. None of the Motherhood bras fit me at all (they made my boobs point in different directions and I fell out of them in the middle) and they seemed like they'd be uncomfortable... I'm starting to feel like I can't breath in the ones I have so I may need to get some. I was hoping to wait a bit since I know they're just going to keep getting bigger! I'm guessing at the end I'll just invest in some pricey nursing bras. I don't much love underwire for comfort either, so I'm hoping to find some nice, bigger ones, that aren't so big I can't wear a v-neck shirt!!! I don't do crew necks - they look awful on me!

In buying news, we got the Bugaboo Chameleon over the weekend. Last major purchase down!!! It's so cool - I am really excited about it. Now we just need to get all of the stuff that doesn't belong in the baby's room out of there so that her stuff will all fit. Everything of her's will have to live in her room since our house is under 1000 sq. ft. and is very low on storage space.

I've got my feelings hurt right now - two of my best friends at work went to Ikea at lunch today and didn't invite me. One of them is my best friend in the world. It made me feel like sh*t - I walked over to chat and their secretary said that they went. I'd like to think I'm being oversensitive, but I never would have gone with either of them without inviting the other...
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I've got my feelings hurt right now - two of my best friends at work went to Ikea at lunch today and didn't invite me. One of them is my best friend in the world. It made me feel like sh*t - I walked over to chat and their secretary said that they went. I'd like to think I'm being oversensitive, but I never would have gone with either of them without inviting the other...

Maybe they were looking for baby gifts?

Okay, day one of the two-class teaching wasn't my favorite. I really like the new class (it's Adolescent Literature and I'm riilllly excited to teach it; plus the syllabus, assignment sheets, etc were already done for me and there's hardly any grading, plus all the Friday classes are cancelled, plus I'll earn nearly as much in 8 weeks as I'd earned teaching a 15 week course this fall!)... but by comparison my high school students are killing me. I made a major tactical error today: I told them I would kick them out if they talked, but then I DIDN'T KICK ANYONE OUT. So now I look weak. Fab. I feel like I can't recover from it. I know it's partly that I'm tired (I mentioned the roofers, yes? And how they come and pound on our roof at 7 in the morning?) but I'm feeling like I can't handle it. However it's the old class I can't handle, not the new one. Whatever.

Emily, I really liked what you wrote about your DH. Partly because it's nice to see a more balanced view of things, but also because I've sort of been thinking of saying some similar items about my own DH. Yeah, he's crummy sometimes. But to be fair to him, I am ALWAYS criticizing him lately. To me it's all part of a single problem -- he doesn't make an effort to think about my needs -- but to him it must feel like he can't do anything right. If he drinks the last LaCroix I criticize. If he tries to watch a movie at 10 p.m. I criticize. Plus there's the normal "dirt blinders" problem, so I'm always talking about how he doesn't clean the bathroom. I can see how it would suck to be in his position. I'm fairly volatile right now so even if I am in a great mood if he pushes some invisible trigger (like if he turns off the air conditioner when watching a movie) I FREAK OUT. It's usually a surprise to me that I'm going to do it, and then I cry partly because I want him to bring me flowers and be dying to rub my feet and to be able to read my mind, but also because I'm so disappointed in myself when I spoil a nice time by criticizing YET AGAIN. I talked to him about it... he could see where I was coming from and I think it helped. A bummer because a couple weeks ago everything was really great and I felt like we were closer than ever.

But anyway... in our case too, the things that bug me also go along with the things I really like. He doesn't fake emotion or do things by rote, which I appreciate. (So when he says affectionate things, it really counts, you know?) He's independent. He's principled. He's the kind of guy who will build a modernist side table out of an old futon some afternoon just because. He always washes the dishes. He was against getting pregnant right now, but he's come around beautifully.

It's complicated. We're both flawed persons. It does bug me though how rigid the cultural story can be. "You're pregnant so he should do X for you! Or you should leave him!" Like there's a single template for what a "loving partner" does. I used to get this from my girlfriends when we were first dating. "He isn't nice enough to you." Because he didn't give compliments in a particular way or something. But that story never seemed adequate to explain our relationship.

It's true he's difficult and it's true that I wish he'd be a little more thoughtful about certain things during this pregnancy. I wish I could change some things about him. But at the same time, I've had to grow a lot myself and, I think, become more compassionate and also stronger and more diplomatic because of his sometimes difficult personal style. You don't always want to have to grow, but you know. A lot of times it turns out to be a good thing. So if I want the good stuff, I have to deal with the other stuff. I guess it's the same for how it is to live with ME.

I'm working on now trying to give him more opportunity to do stuff for me. Meaning, I'm trying hard not to pre-emptively criticize everything he does or remind him about what he should do... but to give him room to do stuff for me on his own. To trust that he will even if I don't ask him. I so don't want to turn into my mother.

Sorry to go on forever but RE "dirt blinders": must be sort of cultural, right? One of the reasons why I thought I would like to have a little boy was that it would be awesome to raise a boy with a whole different take on gender roles... particularly about housework.
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CJ, I'm glad you still check in here, and I love your newest pictures.

Julia, I'm sorry your dog hurt herself but am glad she's feeling better.

PiePie... maybe you've explained this, but where's your username come from?

Hello all.

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Grace, you don't want to wear underwire. it can cause clogged milk ducts or something. i read it in the LLL and the Huggins books on BFing. Just a heads up. according to my birthing instructor, we all could nurse by 30 w, even if we see no colostrum!
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Pie, thanks for the heads up about the underwire, that's good to know. Wish the bra-makers knew it. I just know that they dig into my ribs, and no it's not cuz it doesn't fit right, all the sizes do it. I hate them, the last 2 underwires I had I removed. Maybe I'll do surgery on this one. I ordered some bras from Breakoutbras.com, in the $30 range, so we'll see how that works.

Elizabeth...there is a nice maternity boutique nearby and they had a pretty bra that was big enough but the clasp was covered in very thin material and dug into my back, ew, itchy! I'm a little afraid to go back there anyhow cuz I spent so much money there!

Dee...you totally should get a mini horse! Horses are awesome! My mom has a boxer who's 8 and everyone always told her she'd die at 6. So you just never know. Clara's had her issues tho, two knee surgeries, a tumor removal, and thyroid medication, but she's ticking along with as much energy as ever! I had high hopes for my Tessie (no-one ever believes she's 10) but now I just try not to think about it. As long as I have her, it's a gift. I'm just glad now that I have a husband, a baby on the way, and a second dog. Maybe it won't devastate me as much when she goes as it would've if it were just the two of us. I still think we've got a few good years left, and I plan to enjoy them!

Minnow...interesting perspective, as much as I can complain about DH and him not doing laundry or dishes or whatever, I gotta say there aren't a lot of men who would marry into the kind of problems my family has had! He sees the things I've been through as strengths rather than something to be afraid of and run away from, which is so cool, cuz that's how I see it too. But I'm not always easy either...I just try to apologize when I'm cranky and he's pretty tolerant. It's not that often, even, but I do have to try sometimes. I lived alone for a long time, and it's an adjustment to always have someone there. Gets easier though.

I took our younger dog on a 20 minute walk yesterday, and OW! I guess I'm getting wider through my hips, and the ligaments in my, well, butt must be stretching. I've always had problems with tightness and pain and muscle spasms through there anyway due to an old broken tailbone, and now it's awful. So I have to remember to stretch next time. Ugh, the things that happen to our bodies!

I'm feeling movement every day, now, it's so cool! Just very tiny and subtle, almost undetectable, but I love it. I'm trying to think of this baby as a boy for the meantime so that if it is I won't be too shocked or disappointed, if that makes sense. I really have no idea anymore.

Have a great day! Julia

PS I really have to work on my signature, where do you guys get those cool little tickers?
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minnow, dh and i call each other sweetie, which became sweetiepie, which became piepie for me. i didn't know what to do for a username -- i wanted to preserve anonymity so i could write about family vs. career conflict, so i didn't want to use a portion of my real name or a geographic identifier.
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Hello!! I just noticed this thread, sign me up!

We got our BFP last week so i'm almost 5 weeks now. I'm feeling fine, no major pregnancy symptoms. Just a little heartburn and a little more tired, but that is about it. I'm sure it will hit me more in the coming weeks!
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