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I am almost 35 weeks pregnant with our third child, planning our first homebirth (an HBAC after a VBAC in 2010). I am running into problems with my midwife.

 

Last appointment, at 32 weeks, she arrived 2.5 hours late. She gave no explanation, but said she was sorry for being late. She had been late before, a little here and there but nothing major. One other time, she was quite a bit late but she had called to let me know not too long before my appointment that she was en route to see another (new) patient and would be late and I appreciated the call and was not upset.

 

I e-mailed her several days ago to see if we could reschedule our next appointment, which is on the 5th of October at 4pm, I asked if the 6th was available. She said no, she was in another county that day, and if I still wanted my appointment on the 5th, it would have to be between 5 and 6 because she was going to see a new patient that day and she was not going to make my appointment.

 

My husband e-mailed her. He said he didn't feel it was professional to be so late to an appointment and not call. He felt it wasn't ok to bump us and not let us know. We understand things come up and that appointments must be rescheduled, we understand that sometimes people are late for things and we certainly understand when we cannot reschedule for a certain day. She replied that he was being hostile (he was not) and that she was late for my 32 week appointment because of the rain and because her appointment with a NEW client ran late. 2 hours late. 

 

She said that she doesn't give specific appointment times, but general times, and that she's going to move to a "cable guy" approach, i.e. she will give very general time frames and will show up somewhere in that time frame, we will have to wait for her to come. She told him that this is the nature of midwifery, this is how it works. I feel she was hostile with him, and it was unnecessary. She could have said "I am sorry, I will call next time if I am late" and "I am working on a new process for scheduling" instead of going on the offensive.

 

She told me that she can send her birth assistant to come instead of her and she'll see me at 38 weeks. She did NOT tell me that she was late last time because she bumped me for a new patient, nor that she is moving to a "cable guy" scheduling system. 

 

I am feeling very hurt. I do not understand why I am being bumped so often for new patients. I do understand that things come up and she needs to be there for births or emergencies, but why am I less important than a new patient? My appointments are set a month in advance, and I do wish she'd call when she knows she won't be there. I have been crying all day. I really wanted this HBAC but I don't trust my midwife. I do not understand why I am not important enough to her for her to keep an appointment with me. I wanted to give up and call an OB at the local hospital today. I have never complained about her or about any lateness and I have been a good patient. My appointments never last too long and I have only called her once in concern about feeling poorly. 

 

My husband wants me to have the homebirth I want. He said he was getting excited and I think that's huge for a non-crunchy guy like him. I know this is not normal, several people have told me this is not ok. I don't know what I want to do now, other than to crawl into a hole and fast forward until the baby is here. I wished several times today for the baby to come before 37 weeks so I don't have to deal with her. I don't know what to say, but it has been suggested that I fire her. My options here are limited and I am far along, so I don't know if I will be able to get seen by a midwife or at a birthing center at this point. I am open to suggestions and comments, thank you :)

 

 

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Originally Posted by Jenga View PostI do not understand why I am not important enough to her for her to keep an appointment with me. I wanted to give up and call an OB at the local hospital today. I have never complained about her or about any lateness and I have been a good patient. My appointments never last too long and I have only called her once in concern about feeling poorly. 

 


IMHO, you need to have THIS conversation with her.  You need to tell her that you are losing trust because you feel unimportant.  If she can't resolve this, it might be time to either find a new mw or pursue another route.

 

Even if you bugged her 120 times over little things, you have hired her to be your HCP for this pregnancy.  And she isn't meeting your needs or living up to your expectations.

 

Also, I completely agree that it is unprofessional for her to push off appointments with you for new patients.  IMO, the only acceptable reason for canceling on a pregnant mama at the end of her pregnancy is for another mama in labor.  The last few weeks are hard, and seeing your mw is very important.  I really think you need to have a chat with her, and soon.

 

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Thank you for your reply. I am trying to figure out what I will say to her in response. I do not want to be "pawned off" onto an assistant. I really feel like if she can make time for new clients then she can make time for me, somehow. I do not think this is too much to ask, but I am trying to word my response to her so I am not "hostile" as well. 



I am very afraid that she'll just drop me and then I will be without a provider. Obviously I am emotional and upset right now, and this is not the only thing going on that is giving me stress, but it is the foremost problem. I can't think about it without crying and I don't want to ruin this birth experience. It will be the first one my husband is there for. I was not concious through the entire induction with my son and I was put out shortly after he was born, I didn't see him until the next day in the NICU. I want both of us to have a good birth experience together. That is why it is so important to me. Last time I gave birth it was by myself, in a room full of people who didn't speak my language. I had hired a doula and she was late, didn't make the birth and didn't leave her home when she said she would. I do not understand people who say they will do something and do not do it, especially when they are professionals and people are counting on them.

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The fact that you don't trust your midwife speaks volumes.  Personally if you feel like that now I'd be very reluctant to have her at your birth.  She may not make it anyway if she's as unreliable as she's shown you.  This is something you will always have in your mind unless you do manage to have a chat with her, she's not hostile and she shows you that things have changed.

 

I'd probably be looking at another provider even though you are this far along.

 

Do you have any recommendations from friends?  Whether that be for a homebirth midwife, a hospital or a doula.

 

It is possible to have a non medicated and the type of birth you want in a hospital but I'd be getting recommendations from friends as for where to start if you want to go down this route.  But it may be pot luck as to what midwife you get on the day.  What about a family birth centre attached to a hospital?

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The fact that you don't trust your midwife speaks volumes.  Personally if you feel like that now I'd be very reluctant to have her at your birth.  She may not make it anyway if she's as unreliable as she's shown you.  This is something you will always have in your mind unless you do manage to have a chat with her, she's not hostile and she shows you that things have changed.

 

I'd probably be looking at another provider even though you are this far along.

 

Do you have any recommendations from friends?  Whether that be for a homebirth midwife, a hospital or a doula.

 

It is possible to have a non medicated and the type of birth you want in a hospital but I'd be getting recommendations from friends as for where to start if you want to go down this route.  But it may be pot luck as to what midwife you get on the day.  What about a family birth centre attached to a hospital?



 

I had an unmedicated, uncomplicated and unaugmented VBAC last year. I know it's possible, but I just didn't want it this time.


There are a few birth centers near me. One took me on as a client before our move here (we moved when I was around 17 weeks) and then their policies changed and they no longer do any VBACs. Another doesn't do VBACs either. I think that the last one near us also doesn't accept VBACs, but I'll have to call again to be sure. We just moved here in May after living overseas for 4 years. My family who have children are older, and I don't have any friends here who have kids or are pregnant. Someone I met online, who I've met in person now, recommended this midwife. 

 

I don't think my husband will want me to hire another doula, we hired one when he was deployed for the birth of our 19 month old and she didn't show. She blamed me for not coming on time and for not being prepared but eventually refunded our fees because she knew she was wrong. My husband is convinced that this can happen again, on some level he sees doulas and midwives to be similar and if one is capable of not being reliable then neither is the other, so he thinks. He wants me to be happy though, and he was getting excited. I think he feels we'll be burned again if we hire a doula.

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sorry, I had an unmedicated, unaugmented and uncomplicated VBAC in a hospital* last year. But it was a German hospital and that's very different from an American one, I think.

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I can't believe how poorly you have been treated by these so-called professionals.  I am sorry.  I would definitely fire the midwife.  It will be very difficult for you to labor and deliver with someone you don't trust, and who frankly, doesn't seem to care about you at all.

 

I know you have your heart set on a homebirth, but I would personally rather have a nice calm hospital birth with my husband and a good friend in attendance than at home with someone who is so hostile.  Plus, what if she doesn't show up for the birth?  Too risky.

 

Hugs to you.

 

 

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This all sounds terrible!  :-(  

 

My biggest regret with the birth of my son was not calling my midwife on her nonsense and finding someone new.  I wanted everything to be stable and I wanted everyone to get along so I kept my mouth shut and it was a huge mistake.  

 

You need people in your birthing space who are trustworthy.  This kind of behavior is a dealbreaker in my opinion.  Now is when you need her the most! 

 

Explore your other options.  You deserve to have safe and reliable people attend your birth!  

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You don't want that kind of energy ( tension between you) while you are in such a vulnerable position. You need people who you trust completely if you want a good birth experience. I would rather give birth in a hospital than have this awful midwife attend me.  If she is that defensive about a relatively minor issue what would she do if something went wrong in your birth- would she have your back or just be concerned with her own interests?

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Two things:

 

First: Don't take the new client thing personally.  She is wrong to hang you out to dry but I'd be stunned if it had to do with you personally.

 

Two:  This "cable guy" thing is non-sense.  My mw was very, very professional.  That is why we hired her.  Of course when a birth comes up, everyone gets rescheduled, but rarely changed and appointment and it was at least a few days in advance for the one time she did.  We had an hour for each pre-natal visit except the first one which was 2 hours.  That gave us time to talk about anything.  Then I knew another client was coming so I'd leave.  I just don't see what is so tough about keeping appointments.  Even if she travels, she needs to build that into her schedule.

 

I'm not sure I have any advice about what to do.  Do you still feel good about her attending your birth? 


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"Cable guy" approach? No, that wouldn't fly with me. It sounds more like she wants carte blanche to flake out on people and be late whenever she wants. I'm so sorry, mama. I would start exploring your other options immediately. This person doesn't sound reliable nor willing to take responsibility for her own actions. Jumping to defensiveness when a client is honest about their concerns is always a huge red flag IMO. If she's defensive and hostile about something so relatively minor, how will she behave when you're in labor? You need to be able to trust that she has your best interests and safety in mind at all times. Her behavior so far seems to indicate she might not be trustworthy.


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Ugh, I feel for you mama! That sounds horrible. But it is not too late to switch, if you can find another midwife. I myself really do NOT want a hospital birth, but if you think you would be more relaxed there as opposed to at home with this midwife, and can't find another midwife, then go for it! She sounds very unprofessional. Hope you can figure something out!!!


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My midwife now lets me know if she will be 10 min late! Also there is no time frame for apts. We just talk until we are done. This sounds very unprofessional to me. YOU hired her not the other way around. I really think you need to have no worries when it comes to her at your birth. It's time to talk to her and lay it all out. Good Luck!!


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My midwife now lets me know if she will be 10 min late! Also there is no time frame for apts. We just talk until we are done. This sounds very unprofessional to me. YOU hired her not the other way around. I really think you need to have no worries when it comes to her at your birth. It's time to talk to her and lay it all out. Good Luck!!

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Actually in reading over the way she is late for appointments she probably does what you are talking about at apointments, talk until done, and doesnt have time frames. She needs to be more organized and manage her time beter, and most likely have time frames. How far does she travel? She may be going too far, sometimes an office can organize these midwives, because the next clients come and everyone is aware there is someone else waiting. Basically she needs to have a better solution to this problem than the cable guy idea, everyone hates to be waiting for an undetermined time ...
Op, good idea for you to talk to this midwife yourself. seems like she is taking her established clients for granted. Take care
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My midwife ended up dropping me at 37.5 weeks. She was shown this post, and another from here and said she didn't trust me. We couldn't communicate properly with her, maybe her with us. 

It boiled down to the fact that there were assumptions made that we understood that there were other options than what she was giving us, and that she didn't realize it would be upsetting to use certain language when characterizing my husband's e-mail. But she didn't communicate either of that to us until she came to drop me. 

 

I have been urged to file a complaint with the board that licensed her.

I don't know if I'll do that yet, but we did find out that it wasn't ok to have a prenatal appointment with an assistant who was not specifically trained to do a medical exam without the midwife in the room. I haven't been seen by a practitioner in over a month now, and that makes me nervous. Mostly because I had early losses before and complications at the end of my first pregnancy.  Other midwives I have spoken to, other medical professionals and especially a nurse practitioner I am friend with (not OBs, yet.. as I haven't been able to see one if I end up having to use one for the rest of my pregnancy) have told me that what happened was not ok and also not my fault. 

 

 

I'm being told (not by her, but by people claiming to be former clients?) that I am a fighting in a war against women and babies, because of the c-section epidemic and the war on midwives. That I'm trying to hurt people and babies and make it so people can't have homebirths. That by making a post like my OP, I am trying to hurt normal people. I don't want to make it so that women can't have homebirth, I am not anti-natural birth or anti-homebirth at all. Honestly, that's hurtful. I haven't lied about anything or anyone. I came here looking for help and sharing my experience with others so I could find help and opinions as to what to do and to talk it through with other people. If I asked my inlaws or family, they'd tell me only hospitals are ok and safe and obviously I don't want to be told that this is what happens when someone uses a midwife, because I don't believe that to be true at all. If I was anti-midwife and anti-homebirth and anti-women and babies I would have never sought "alternative" care! 

 

It's possible that my experience is not the norm for this provider and it was a perfect storm of bad communication (in general, I guess) and hurt feelings on ours with a history of being let down by other providers coloring how we saw what was going on. I just know it was a bad experience. We'll likely end up with another hospital VBAC, but if we have another baby I'll be trying for a homebirth again.

 

Thanks for your help, ladies. 

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wow, Im sorry you have to deal with those people and the midwife! It saddens me that people cannot own up to their mistakes and have to blame other people. Dont listen to them, you did nothing wrong.


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I'm being told (not by her, but by people claiming to be former clients?) that I am a fighting in a war against women and babies, because of the c-section epidemic and the war on midwives. That I'm trying to hurt people and babies and make it so people can't have homebirths. That by making a post like my OP, I am trying to hurt normal people. I don't want to make it so that women can't have homebirth,


You are exactly doing what it will take for homebirth to be taken seriously!  Should we pretend that every hb is under the perfect circumstance?  We can't paint OB's with a broad brush, why would we want to do it with hb mw?  Don't take this personally.  Frankly, it's sad that someone would show her this post when you were truly trying to figure out the right thing to do.  I know and interviewed with a mw who is completely unqualified and unsafe and I would tell anyone who asks that it's my opinion of her.  I fear for her attending anyone's birth.  Ohio doesn't support hb and there are no liscensing abilities her and no partnerships with Drs and hospitals.  I would love to have that.  HB isn't for everyone and shouldn't be looked at lightly.  This is serious business and you have every right to get the truth and do what you and your partner feel comfortable with.

 

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I hope to find a new provider soon, at this point we're grasping at straws to find one who will take me. It took about a half week to get my records, and I couldn't make appointments until I had them. 

 

I need to find one asap, I haven't had one with a midwife since 32 weeks. We never intended to do a UP, and it makes us uncomfortable (but we don't judge people who do that, it's just not for us). I really hope I can find a midwife at a local hospital, but at this point I'll be lucky to find a provider before I go into labor. It makes me sad to think about our plans ending up this way, but whether we have a baby at home or in the car or in a hospital, we'll have a healthy baby. Probably sometime in the next week and a half. 

 

Maybe we just know better for next time. I hope my husband will support using a midwife next time. 

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Oh my. How awful. I hope you get a new MW soon. Praying for you.


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I hope to find a new provider soon, at this point we're grasping at straws to find one who will take me. It took about a half week to get my records, and I couldn't make appointments until I had them. 



Mama!!  I'd like to toss out some names in the unlikely event that you don't know some of these providers/haven't tried them.  Kathy Sloan (hospital birth but with great reviews!), Evelyn M. Karen Webster.  I also hear there is this CNM who moved from CA who is working in the area.  I called her when I was pregnant and didn't hear back from her.  If you're interested I'll see if I can find her number.  


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Thank you! I know that Evelyn tends to be very busy, and Karen said she'd take me if no one else would but that she's off call the week or so before I am due and has other clients. I appreciated her honesty and realized that I'd probably be lucky enough to go into labor when she was not around :)

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It might be worth your while to ask her who her back-up is.  It may be someone you'd love to see (or it may be your current MW).  A change this late in the pregnancy would mean you may not be quite as upset to get the back-up...considering you won't know your MW that well anyway.  

 

ETA: it may be that Karen W. uses several back-up MW.  I know that my MW had a few that she called on - Karen W. was one of them.  It turned out that one of my MW's back-ups did not have enough experience for my comfort level and I was able to request that Karen W. be the back-up MW.  It's possible that Karen would do that for you.  She sounds like a really wonderful MW.  It may just be nice to meet with her.  If nothing other than to restore your faith in homebirth midwives after such a negative experience.  

 

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Well, I don't really have a huge problem with not knowing my provider for delivery. We moved to the states from overseas where it was not common to have your OB deliver the baby (under normal circumstances) and I delivered in a room with several midwives and later an OB (who only worked at the hospital) came in to be there when I delivered the placenta and to give me I think 3 stitches for a skid mark. I think he just wanted something to do, to be honest, and the midwifes had be covered and were in control of the room. 

 

I didn't have my husband there and the doula didn't show up. I actually didn't speak the language of the people who were caring for me, but we could communicate as they spoke some English and I spoke enough of their language to go to the market and order food. 

 

 

In the end, they're just the ones catching my baby. I was very focused during my last labor and I remember having very clear thoughts so I know that we'll be ok this time even if we have to use a hospital. My husband has never seen a natural delivery or labor before and he'll be worried, I'm sure. I almost think HE needs a doula and I'll be ok. hehe

 

I'm going to be calling providers tomorrow and figuring out what we can do. I think we'll have a baby next week, though. 

 

Thanks for the suggestions!

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Yes please complain to her certifying/ licensing board. This is very unprofessional conduct you cannot just drop a client and not provide transfer of care...

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She did. She called another CNM who I'd already spoken to and who didn't do VBACs. She also told me that she was uneasy with the lack of history/info.

 

She got a CPM she knows to take my care over. But CPMs aren't legal to practice here, and the CPM said we could face a small chance of legal problems. I appreciated her honesty, and we can't risk getting charged with a crime. She was hoping I'd just use that CPM, I think (who had been her assistant? Or doula?) 

 

I have been trying to get a new provider, but she sat on my records for a few days. She should have brought them in when she dropped me, but she only had her phone and keys and student. No paperwork, no charts and no gear. I asked her for them that day and she said she'd either mail or e-mail them to me, and when I called back two days later she hadn't even started to get them to me yet.

 

I had an appointment somewhere for last week, but they needed my records then and there. I was offered an appointment at another place  (that didn't know how my insurance works, so I won't be using them because it will take about a week for that to be cleared up, in my experience and I need to find someone now) for tomorrow but they also needed my records.

 

If she had given them to me that day, or the next or the next instead of waiting until early morning on Saturday, I could have been seen by now. I don't know what that was about, but it felt like a final "screw you" to the situation. Like I said, I haven't had a visit with a midwife or practitioner (her student was not qualified to give solo prenatal exams, apparently) and I have had concerns late in pregnancy before, so I would really like to find someone, hopefully today, and get seen before I have the baby. 

 

I know I can't expect instantaneous action on things, but she knew she was going to drop me, and if nothing else our printer copies. I could have had copies of my records in my hand before she left that day if she hadn't thought to bring them. But IMO, when she came to drop me she should have had them in hand because I needed another provider and I might not have wanted to use any that she chose.

 

 

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I'm really sorry this is happening to you! I was going to suggest you approach her w your concerns. It may be too late for that unfortunately. I cannot excuse her being so late, so frequently, Fitting in new clients should ideally come before or after all scheduled appts but I can maybe shed some light on the "cable guy" approach.

I often just schedule with clients early am, late am, early afternoon, late afternoon, or early evening. I drive a 2.5 hr radius from my home. I usually spend 2 hrs each visit, sometimes more, sometimes less. I do all my care in my clients homes. Sometimes I get lost, or in a traffic jam (lol, sometimes this isbecause of  a bad accident on a busy freeway, sometimes it is getting behind a school bus, backhoe, garbage or horse drawn produce truck on a narrow dirt or gravel road!) and end up late, sometimes it doesn't take as long as I thought to drive so I'm early. More often I'm late. If the client has a phone (half my clients are "Plain" so don't) and I am traveling where I have a signal, I do try to call to warn them I am running late, but so often I can't call, it makes sense to give only approximate times. When I am with a client though, I am totally with her, not thinking about anything or anyone else, even my next appt. I don't want my clients to think anyone is more important than they are! I do think that me being late to their house, where they can continue their daily routine until arrive, isn't nearly as bad as the client packing up kids and driving to an office only to sit and wait for hrs!

Bottom line is to birth well, you need to feel comfortable and able to relax, wherever you are & whomever you're with. There is a loose, informal grassroots network of homebirth midwives. If I knew where you were, maybe I could help you find one near you, or one that would be wiling to travel to you. pm me or call 740-286-5756 for further info.

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We did approach her. When we spoke, she addressed the lateness issue. She said that it never occurred to her to call when she was done with the person before me, but she was 30-40 mins away. She said that she didn't know how late she really was. Well, she knew she was running *very* late and could have called as she was getting in the car, it just never occurred to her that she should do that. I had already waited 2 hours by that point, the least she could have done was to call and make sure I was still home and that coming in 30-40 minutes was still ok. She had the opportunity, she just didn't think it mattered. If I had gotten a call at that point, I could have  called my husband and let him know and he could have been there like he wanted to. 

 

My husband was supposed to come home from work to be there, my kids were supposed to nap. We had things to do. I had to stop my day and wait because I had no idea if she was coming and when that would be. I should have gone out and done my errands instead of waiting around. 

 

 I told her I was upset she spoke to my husband the way she did and I had other concerns, she didn't bring any of that up and I was very upset talking with her because it sounded to me that she was just making excuses. She didn't bring anything else up until she came to drop us, and she was angry that we hadn't gotten over the other issues. She said that she thought our visit with her assistant would make us feel better about things, but the assistant hadn't said hurtful things. The assistant did listen to me, and understood why I was upset and realized that the situation was not great from the first time we talked on the phone. 

 

Unfortunately, CPMs are not legal in my state. We aren't going to risk facing criminal charges, however slight the risk may be. It would ruin my husband's career. 

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Just an FYI, Jenga, although it sounds like a CPM isn't for you anyway, it isn't you breaking the law by having a CPM at your birth as far as I understand.  You are free to birth alone if you choose and free to have any attendant you want.  It would be the CPM facing legal problems.  Given the climate in the area with CPMs things could get uncomfortable for you with a CPM, however.  That said, I feel like your old MW may be somewhat new(er) and I'm not sure that any MW who learned as her assistant would have enough experience yet (for my comfort level).  

 

While I can sympathize with your MW a little on this idea that it would be super if you happened to not be bothered by the lateness and/or got over it quickly -- the same could be asked of her!  It sounds to me like she is asking for a level of understanding from you that she is not willing to extend back to her client...her WAY pregnant client!  Tisk, tisk.  

 

If you will forgive a little hippie-dippy talk for a moment - I wonder if this is happening for a reason.  You definitely were not supposed to birth with this MW.  I hope you come out of your baby moon feeling good about the "choice" birth elsewhere/with someone else.  


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I am sure this is happening for a reason :)

 

I wonder why that CPM said that? I asked about the risk, about what we would have to to do register the baby and all that. She said there was a very slight risk and could have a former client talk to my husband. I guess we're jumpy, because even the slight risk was just too much for us. I wonder if she had experience with a client or couple being threatened with bogus charges here? We're in Maryland and I know that people are still on edge after the issue with the midwife who lost a baby and was charged with several crimes.

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