There's a really thin line between helping someone educate themself and sounding like a jerk....and I'm afraid I'm about to cross over to the jerk side (in others eyes) if I'm not careful!
It's so hard though...I don't want others to be taken advantage of (or lied to) like I feel I once was...but at the same time, when their doctor is sitting there preaching to them visit after visit...why would they believe me??? "I" know that a doctor is not God, but to so many people if the doctor says it, it must be true! OY!!!
Thanks for letting me vent, I knew y'all would understand!
I think we all evolve and we all go through the phase of speaking too much or not getting the tone right. I also think that we need to separate our feelings from the feelings/experiences of others. So, give information but without attachment to the decisions of others and give lots of help and support to people who respond and ask for it.
You might be surprised at the people who say, "bring it on." and the people who don't...well, they are the ones who probably wouldn't listen when you were talking anyway.
I have had loved ones who I TOTALLY didn't expect to ask come back after a few weeks and say, "We'd love to get a list of resources from you." Sometimes it takes a first experience that wasn't what they were hoping for, but there are always the ones who come with the first and say that they're interested.
I also start some conversations with something like, "Where are you planning to have the baby?" and when they say XX hospital, I'll say, "Oh. Huh. Are you aware that they have one of the highest cesarean rates in the state?" If they are interested they'll move the conversation forward. If they don't care, they'll just say, "no. wow. can you pass the bean dip?" I recently talked to a cousin's wife who did NOT know that, at her baby shower, and the conversation we had ened up causing her to stay at home through a large part of her labor, so that she ended up having a much less interventive birth than the normal women who births at that hospital. Other friends don't really care.
The thing is, you always have to remember that you can't invest more emotion, time, and energy into a birth than the woman giving birth. It's not healthy!
You might find a positive outlet in becoming a childbirth educator, though. You'll have a captive audience of women who have come to you because they WANT to know!
Mama to two awesome kids. Wife to a wonderful, attached, loving husband. I love my job-- I'm a Midwife, Doula and Childbirth Educator, Classes forming now!
i am always trying to improve my delivery methods and meeting women where they are. being involved with ICAN has been such a positive experience in my life for so many reasons
Christine, mom to C(7.5) - E(5) - J(3) - B(10 mos)
Doula, childbirth educator, Co-leader of ICAN of Atlanta
"Never miss an opportunity to make others happy, even if you have to leave them alone in order to do it." ~Anonymous
I guess I must have at least said something right in the past though, because my best friend told me not to long ago that she was interested in a NATURAL VBAC next time...this coming form a girl who signed up for an elective c/s as to avoid labor and the fear of a big baby! So, she's come a looong way too!
That WAS a very exciting and proud moment!
But times were people state things like, "oh, a VBAC, that's really dangerous for the mom and baby. A c/s is much safer." Or, "just do the induction so your baby doesn't get too big." I'm struggling on how involved I should get and how much I should say!
It doesn't help that I currently have a girlfriend LOOKING FORWARD to her ELECTIVE section in two weeks. This despite myself and a third girlfriend flooding her with info. I've learned that sometimes people just don't comprehend what you are trying to tell them, don't care, or are too brainwashed by the almighty medical profession for anything anyone else says to get through.
I find that some situations get to me more than others. I get very emotional about the above situation. There are a few other areas of my life I am equally passionate about, and get very emotional about as well. My DH is a wonderful support with this, as well as a dear friend of mine. Having someone who you can yell at about the situation is a great release.
Canadian mom of Myron born in Japan, March 2007. Our second son born at home, wonderful HBAC in July 2010. I am a jeweller, I love creating things!
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