I am very concerned. It is not legal for me to have an assisted homebirth in NJ. I live near PA BUT I know no one in PA to even have it outside my home or in a birth center, I am prone to pretty quick labors. My first was a C/S because DS was breech and preterm, my DD and second DS are VBACS. I know I can do it naturally, I have had quite peaceful births, and mostly uneventful except for the fact that having a C/S makes me "High Risk". Is there a way to find a midwife who will do it? I am not for unassisted only because I am chicken.