Continue to be gentle with yourself.
Big HUGS to you, mama.
You know in your heart what is important in life...you'll find a way.
I am, of course...speaking to myself as well...trusting that the way IS there and that it will be found in spite of being blinded by tears. :
Blog in profile*Sea turtle mother to 5 boys, and a beautiful rainbow girl !!!! married to my best friend& enjoying my pup .Lost our little twins *Simon&Alexander* in 2009
August 2010 ; April 2009; m/c 2008
I know what you mean though - after I lost Josie, I felt like the entire world was pregnant. Actually now I'm pregnant, I still feel lie the entire world is pregnant, so I think we're just in a baby boom - it's not just you, I promise - there are an abundance of babies developing in and out of the womb out there.
I know what you mean about quitting too - believe me! I just handed in my notice a week ago - my last day is next Friday. I have little ones to take care of, and I won't risk anything this time. Also I don't feel that working for the same company I worked for when I lost Josie, and the company who had such a hand in causing what happened is a good idea. I really felt, before giving in my notice, that I was betraying Josie by remaining there...
So I'm right there with you on the work thing too. But we will both get through it. We'll have our babies.
*HUGE hugs* to you my friend XXXX
~Manessa mama to one teenageer, one tweenager, and a toddler